Every second lasts an eternity
I can't do this anymore
But I can't pull the trigger myself
Shoot me down
Watch me fall
I will have a smile plastered on my face
Cowardly I dredge through each day
I know nothing else
I know I will hurt you
But I don't care anymore
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME
My love has twisted my heart too many times
I don't understand
I am lost
And broken
But I look fine don't I?
I know how to wear a mask
I think I need to listen to my own advice
What am I doing
STOP
LEAVE ME ALONE
where has my strength gone
