Another Vent

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[Authors Note: This one is a vent so it's not meant to be particularly poetic. That is also why it's in all caps. The reason why I'm including it in here was because I think that it didn't turn out so bad]

DOES EVERYONE FEEL THIS
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
AM I NOT DEALING WITH THIS WELL OR DO I HAVE NO CHOICE
NO ONE HAS AN ANSWER FOR ME

HERE I SIT
IN THE MIDDLE OF AN OCEAN
ALONE
PLEASE JUST KILL ME
PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE

I FUCKING HATE THIS
I AM A MESS
I SAY I AN FINE
OH IM DEFINITELY NOT

FUCKING MESS
THATS ME

WHAT IS MY GODDAMN PROBLEM
OH GOD
DO YOU HATE ME
I CANT GET UP
I AM ALONE
NO ONE TO HELP ME UP
I AN NOT OK
WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS
I AM WORTHLESS
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

I AM NOT STRONG ANYMORE
HOW THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN

I DIDN'T KNOW
I WAS ONLY A CHILD

THERE WAS NO WARNING
NO ONE ELSE HAS THIS PROBLEM
WHAT HAVE I DONE

TAKE ME AWAY
KILL ME NOW
WHAT HAVE I DONE

THIS IS NOT FAIR
ALL I EVER DID WAS LOVE
PURE ABSOLUTE LOVE
AND HERE I AM
KILLING MYSELF

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