Friends With MB (A Mindless Behavior Love Story)

Chapter 42 I Don't Wanna Leave

~Raven~

I'm suppose to leave today but I don't want to. I love L.A. and I love Roc. I know what I said before but I don't care I love Roc.

Right now Savanna is at the hotel room trying to help me pack. I'm trying to unpack.

Savanna-I swear I just packed this shirt

Me-Well maybe you didn't

Savanna-No I did

I stayed quiet as she looked at me.

Savanna-Raven?

Me-Mm?

Savanna-Are you unpacking things I packed?

Me-Pff no! why would I do that?

Savanna-I don't know. You tell me

Me-I think you're trippin

Savanna-Oh really?

Me-Yea really

Savanna-I think you should tell me what's going on

I sighed and looked down. I can't tell her that I don't wanna leave because I was still in love with Roc but I can't stay and ruin their relationship again. I mean I don't even have a chance with him because he loves her not me so I don't see the point in hiding or staying.

Me-Honestly it's nothing

Savanna-Raven don't lie to me

Me-Im not lying

Savanna-Ok Raven I'll just bud out

She went back to packing and I felt a tear slide from my eye.

Me-Savanna I still love Roc

She turned around and looked at me with wide eyes.

Savanna-What? But you told me you didn't

Me-I know but I can't help it. I just said I didn't to fix the situation

Savanna-I don't know what to say Raven. I honestly don't

Me-Look it doesn't matter because I'm going back to Michigan

Savanna-Are you sure?

Me-Yes, I mean I don't want to leave but he won't love me because he loves her so I don't see the point of staying

Savanna-Raven I'm sorry. I know what it's like to leave the one you love. I know it's hard but it's not impossible

Me-Does it get easier?

Savanna-Eventually

I looked down and sighed, then I felt tears running down my cheek. Savanna hugged me and I cried silently on her shoulder. She pulled away and wiped my tears.

Savanna-Maybe it's better this way. I mean if you stay here, you're just torturing yourself and I don't want to see you suffer like that

Me-That's why you left wasn't it?

Savanna-Yea but just know I'm saying this to help you. I mean I wish I had someone there to tell me this but I had to find out on my own

Me-Thank you Savanna. You really are a true friend

Savanna-Anytime. You know I do what I do because I love my friends

Me-Yea I know

Savanna-Now help me pack your shit back up

Me-Ok

I packed everything back up and zipped up my suitcase. Savanna drove me to the airport and I was just getting ready to board when Savanna stopped me.

She smiled and hugged me. I hugged her back, then pulled away.

Savanna-Come back and visit us

Me-I'll try

Savanna-Love you Ray Ray

Me-Love you too Savanna

We hugged one more time, then I boarded the plane and left. Michigan I'm coming home.