Demigod x Reader

Nico x Sister!Reader (I'm no doctor, but I can fix you)

trigger warning

I sat there crying my eyes out. Why am I like this? Everyone is right, I'm a mess up, nobody would care if I died, all those thoughts running through my head.

All I do is annoy people, I don't mean to, but I just get on people's bad side, then I push away the people who want to help, when I know I need the help.

I want to be able to cry on someone's should and talk to them, but I don't trust anyone. It's hard, pretending nothing is wrong, when people just seem to be annoyed by your presence. It hurts, but I can't control it.

I know I'm weak, I try to not be, but I just am. Nobody will be my remedy, some people, some people help, but not for long, it feels as the happiness they give me is only limited.

Then I push them away too. It's stupid, then once I lose their friendship, I cry, but it's my fault. It's always my fault.

I need a doctor but nobody can heal me, no matter how hard they try, I'll always be a mess up.

"(Y/N)" came my brother's voice from outside the hospital door. I looked up, my vision was burred but the voice was a clear as day.

It was my brother Nico.

He started at me, the rim of his eyes red from crying.

"I almost lost you" he said. "I-I wanted to be gone" I admitted. "Suicide, you tried commuting suicide" he claimed.

I nodded "you've should've just made Percy let me drown. I didn't want to be saved" I said sternly.

Nico held my hand and kissed my forehead in a brotherly way, that's when Will came in. I smiled at my boyfriend, but Nico looked at him "can I please talk to my sister alone Will..." Nico said.

Will nodded "but first I just need to get her pulse" he said. I shook my head "Will...Just go, you can check it after, just let Nico talk to me" I said.

Will sighed and shrugged "you have five minutes Nico" he said before walking out.

Nico looked at me "I'm no doctor, but I can fix you" he told me.

I smiled "maybe..."