The Good Boy and The Bitch

Oh hell no, he isn't getting anywhere near me with that thing.

"Ava I don't want to go on this date!" I almost yelled throwing myself down on my bed.

"You've already agreed though and if you canceled he would think it was because you have plans with Dean," she said sounding disapproving.

"I don't even know why I don't want to go, Jay is a great guy. It just feels like I'm cheating on Dean," I whispered what I had been thinking since Jayden asked me out yesterday.

"Oh my, well Shelby have you already made your choice?" 

I lay there not moving not really knowing how to answer her question. Had I made my choice? I took a deep breath, "No I haven't. I think it's just because I've been with Dean these past few days."

"Just try to relax on the date and really give both guys a chance."

I blew out another breath feeling helpless. “What do I do Ava, I feel like I’m choosing between two halves of myself.”

She laughed and I could picture her shaking her head, “That’s because you are.”

Her answer made me even more frustrated, “I need to get ready for me date I guess.”

She laughed again, “You could sound more excited.”

“Yay,” I said deadpanned.

“Shel you need to perk up if you’re a downer on the date it’ll ruin Jay’s time too,” she said patronizingly.

I rolled my eyes, “I’m aware Av, but it feels like when I was going out with Brandon. It doesn’t feel right for some reason.”

I heard her take a deep breath, “Look go on this date plaster a fake ass smile on your face if you have to, but if you cancel this date you WILL regret it.”

She emphasized the word ‘will’ and I knew she just wanted to get her point across. I put my hand on my head, the one not holding my phone to my ear, and blew out a breath feeling guilty.

“I guess I should at least give him a fighting chance,” I muttered knowing Ava was right.

“This would all be some much easier if you just agreed with me right away,” She said making me laugh.

“Yeah, yeah well I need to get ready for my date,” I said looking at my closet.

“Dress fancy, it’s a very posh restaurant.”

“I love how you say posh, it’s very proper of you,” I said laughing.

“Oh suck my penis,” she rebutted making me laugh harder.

“Very posh of you,” I said chuckling.

After that comment she hung up the phone, not even saying goodbye. I know rude right; I need new friends and boyfriends. I rolled my eyes and threw my phone on my bed and stood up grabbing a random dress that was hanging in my closet and throwing it on my bed also.

I took a shower and then straightened my hair I added some mascara with a little bit of lip-gloss. I slipped my dress on and was snapping the clasp on my heel when I heard the doorbell ring.

I grabbed my phone and rushed down the stairs not wanting to leave Jayden with my dad very long. I walked down and both of their eyes swept over towards me. Jayden’s eyes light up and a break-taking smile spread across his face making my heart stutter.

See this is what’s wrong with me; I am falling for two guys at the same time. I seriously need to invest in some therapy or maybe just talk to my mom. HA! Yeah that’s not happening either; I’ll just call Ava when I get home.