Meteor | Satellite sequel

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The morning came and with it a new day filled with hope. Hoseok had to leave for work and Jin decided to go home. Nayon just couldn't waste that opportunity, she grabbed her jacket and caught up with the boys as they were about to exit the front door of the building. She hooked her arm on Jin's arm from behind surprising him and smiled to them, but mostly at Jin. Didn't seem like Hoseok was suspecting anything, especially when seconds later she turned to him and spoke.

'I thought I'd get some milk for NamJoon oppa,' she smirked and Hoseok grinned, he completely forgot 'don't worry Hoseok-ssi, I'll tell him that the maid brought it,' she winked at him and Hoseok chuckled.

Jin was smiling too but not as widely. Nayon tried to get him to look at her, but the boy seemed to be caught up in his own world with heavy thoughts and  difficult decisions. As they seperated with Hoseok few blocks away from the gas station do NamJoon wouldn't sense something fishy going on Nayon found herself to be clinging on Jin's arm. He looked at her.

'Let's take a stroll around campus oppa,' Nayon suggested with a hopeful tone.

Jin blinked coming back to real world and nodded. 'Alright.'

They waltzed around slowly. Jin was glancing back and forwards, then right and left. He couldn't help, but smile seeing all this learning friendly environment that NamJoon spent his days in. Jin could imagine him here. He could also imagine both of them being here, together. Students passed by a couple, most of them seemed in a rush, they would just dash by two silently walking people and hurry to their classes. Jin didn't quite see them, or at least their faces. NamJoon's image would constantly flash in front of his eyes.

Chirping birds and pleasingly shining sun didn't have any kind of impact on Nayon. Her gaze was concentrated on Jin. And even known he wasn't looking at her feeling his presence made her quite happy. But not fully. The words of last night echoed in her head nonstop making her shiver.

'You know I want to come here too, when I graduate,' she suddenly spoke dragging Jin's attention. Future plans. It rang a bell in his consciousness.

'Nayon-ah?'

'Yes?' Her heart fluttered.

Hope flamed up.

'I want to leave the country Nayon-ah,' he lowered his head, he looked away, he just didn't find strength in himself to face her.

Hope fizzled out.

Nayon was silent for way too long and finally Jin's curiosity won. He glanced at her. The girl was walking with her head down as if she was counting her steps. But it wasn't true. What Nayon was really thinking about was last night. So that's what you couldn't trust us with, but you told NamJoon she thought suddenly eyeing Jin so that's what you've decided.

If only I had a beating heart that could shatter it would probably do, but you already broke mine oppa. You ripped it apart without knowing. My heart belonged to you, I trusted you with it. You had no idea. You lost it like any unnecessary belonging. You threw it away with trash alongside my feelings. They mean nothing to you. Maybe they no longer mean something to me too? Oh if only I had a beating heart to feel the pain of this news. But I don't SeokJin oppa, my heart doesn't belong to me and it's broken anyways. Her thoughts were flowing one after another uninterrupted. Jin didn't want to interfere with seemingly concerned girl.

'Shall we go get some milk?' She asked him and Jin frowned.

'Did you hear what I say Nayon-ah?' Jin asked her 'I'm leaving the country.'

'Good for you oppa, I'm happy, best of luck to you,' she smiled so widely her cheeks were about to explode. Jin couldn't understand her, even if it did feel good to let her know and find the positive reaction, but something just wasn't right 'let's get some milk,' she nodded still fakely smiling.

***

'Thanks for walking me to the dorm oppa,' Nayon thanked Jin tonelessly.

I know this is supposed to hurt.

But I don't feel any pain.

I just need to do something, take action.

I need to stop him from leaving.

'Oppa?'

'Huh?'

'Why are you leaving?'

'I'm going back to China. I'm opening my own restaurant. All the documents are ready, I have the allowance and nothing is keeping me here in Korea,' Jin explained kindly to her, but there was bitterness in his voice.

'Nothing?' Nayon looked down at the ground as if she just had sold it. 'How about someone?' She looked at Jin and bit her lip. Seductively. Jin didn't expect that.

'Pardon me, Nayon-ssi?'

'Someone oppa,' she stood up and went closer to him 'don't you have someone to keep you here?' She asked and winked at him getting closer and closer.

Jin's eyes grew wide and he gulped. With every second that Nayon would lean in closer his thoughts would become messier and messier. She wasn't acting like herself. She wasn't acting like anyone he knew at all! The sweet girl that was his friend somewhere disappeared and was changed with his vomit-forcing flirt. Jin tried his best to smile at her kindly and stepped back. That obviously made Nayon angry. The girl was using what she thought to be her last chance.

'Nayon, what's wrong? You know you can always tell me.'

She shook her head and turned around. Anger and desire was gone, both just disappeared. 'You love him, don't you?' She cried out loud and Jin stuttered something flustered. 'How?!' She yelled turning to him, her cheeks were red 'how could you do this to me?!'

'What did I do Nayon?'

'You broke my heart SeokJin oppa, that's what you did. On top of that, looks like you're now aiming for my brother. Good luck with that, he breaks everything he touches, I wonder how long will you survive!' She spitted out and ran away.

***

I was driving home the other day plotting Meteor and an unfamiliar song came on the radio, it had quite a nice ring to it, but I couldn't hear the words clearly so I closed the windows and turned up the volume almost causing my whole family to suffocate (it's summer yeah). And then I heard one word that made me look up what was this song playing. Nickleback - Satellites. Ahh, coincidence? I think not.