She | Phan

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A/N Hello!! I have never written a fanfiction before so this will be the crappiest and most horribly written thing you've ever read but I'm just creating it for fun. hope you enjoy. ps. I'll probably write just randomly whenever I want to so be prepared for monthly and daily uploads even though no one will read this.

Dans p.o.v
I lay on my bed shaking. I don't really know why I was shaking as I sort of predicted the outcome of my actions. I knew he was straight but I didn't expect him to run off like that. After telling him how I truly feel and that I want to stay friends but I just needed to be honest, he left.

(Flashback)
I walked into the kitchen where Phil stood making pancakes "hey Phil" I said shakily.
"Yea Dan" he replied

"I need to talk to you"

"OK. Are you alright?"

"Yea I just have to tell you something important. Phil I love you. I know you don't feel the same and never will but I HAD to tell you or I would have exploded. You mean so much to me and I hope we can stay friends after the things I've just admitted but I really do l-" I was suddenly cut off by Phil running to his room.

In half an hour he was gone. He packed some things and left without a word.

(End of flashback)

I sobbed into my pillow as I recalled the memory of his disgusted look. He looked at me like I was someone he didn't even know. He looked at me like I just tried to kill him.

I don't know how long I had been crying but I soon fell into a dreamless sleep.

I woke up at 3pm happy. Then every memory flooded into my mind. Not just the memories of yesterday, but every moment I had shared with him every tear I'd cried on his shoulder and every time he looked at me. Whenever he would look at me with those innocent piercing blue eyes I would melt. His touch was enough to make me blush like mad. And that one time he got drunk and kissed me I believed he might feel something. All of it came into my mind and made me sob for another hour.

Later I peeled myself from my bed and went into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror and saw that my eyes were red and puffy from crying. I stripped and jumped into the shower letting the hot water massage my back. I then started to think. I began to look at myself then I saw why he didnt love me. I wasn't attractive I was non athletic and fat and I had weirdly large hands and hair that curled when I got hot or forgot to straighten it. My eyes were a boring brown color and my face had weird moles and spots.

I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself. I walked into my room and put on some black jeans and my Doge shirt.

I slowly walked into Phil's room. I looked in his wardrobe which was half empty, I could tell he would be gone for a while. I saw his adventure time sweatshirt and put it on. I inhaled his scent and laid on his bed wrapping his duvet around my shoulders. I missed him so much but he was probably never coming back except to collect his things.

I soon fell asleep even though I had just woken up I was exhausted from thinking.