She | Phan

S E V E N

A/N I haven't updated in a couple days I'm sorry. My family is moving so we've been quite busy getting the house ready.

Dan p.o.v
Today we get to see Elise. The doctors haven't told us anything but I hope she's OK.

We walked into the hospital and asked to see Elizabeth Grafton. We were led into a room where Elise lie on a bed basically lifeless.

Tears started to stream down Phil's pale face. He walked over to her bed and grabbed her hand.

We stayed there me sat in a chair silently beside Phil while he cried next to Elise. Soon I realized I was crying too. Elise meant so much to both of us even though Phil loved her more than me she still meant so much to me. She was an amazing person. She was different she had ideas and aspirations she saw the world as it is and accepted that. She talked about beautiful things and sang with such a clear and unique voice. She was such an amazing woman.

Soon she let go and her heart stopped. She was carried away and Phil was left alone with only me to comfort him even though I couldn't do much. After all he had just lost the love of his life.

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That night Phil wanted to sleep alone but I wouldn't let him. Soon we were both in my bed my arms wrapped around his waist and his around my neck. We laid there neither of us falling asleep and neither of us talking. He was so broken and I was the only one who could fix him. I'm his best friend so I have to act like it. He's in such pain right now I just want to be there for him.

He says he's brave and strong and he can move on but I know he can't. Elise made him so happy, and I couldn't impact his life the same way she did. She let him feel love when he thought he would never feel it again. She gave him happiness and filled him with overwhelming joy every time she spoke or sang or played an instrument. She was his and he was hers.

Phil p.o.v

Elise is gone. I still can't bring myself to accept that. The woman I loved with all my heart died. She didn't leave me or break up with me she died. I will never see her ever again. I will never hold her hand or kiss her again. Ill never hear her contagious laugh or see her warm smile. I'll never hear her music again. The way her fingers danced along the piano and how she would sing to me. All of that is gone and I'm just left alone. Well I do have Dan but he isn't Elise.

Now I'm just laying in his bed wrapped up in his arms crying. He's stroking my hair and holding me tighter. I'm falling apart. Without dan I would be a mess, I wouldn't be alive right now without Dan.

Soon tiredness overtook me and I drifted off to sleep.

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I woke up still wrapped in dans arms. It was warm so I didn't want to move. Soon he woke up and just laid there holding me as I pretended to sleep. He began stroking my hair again and pressed his lips to my forehead. He started tracing small circles on my back as a way to comfort me. With dan I feel so safe and happy. He makes me feel loved.

I opened my eyes and stared into his chocolate brown ones. He smiled weakly. He looked so tired and sad. I hope he fell asleep last night.

He kissed my forehead again and held me tighter. We didn't let go for another fifteen minutes and just laid there.

Later he pulled away and looked at me. For a second he stared at me just into my eyes intently then he got up.

I felt slightly disappointed when he got up because he took the warmth with him. He told me to stay in bed and about half an hour later he came in the room with a tray full of pancakes and bacon and eggs. He brought me some tea and my laptop so I could sit in bed all day. I really do love this boy. I don't know why but I do. I love everything about him because he's so caring and kind and loving. He helps me with everything and holds me when I'm sad. He loves me so that's why I love him.