Phil p.o.v
Dan wouldn't believe me if I said I was in love with him. He would probably think I was drunk or cruelly joking.
Dan wouldn't believe anything I say honestly he no longer trusts me and its all my fault. I'm a fucking idiot.
He acts as if he cares and I feel like he does but I'm so afraid to face him. After all I've done to him, after all I've put him through he still cares for me and that hurts me. I am a terrible mistake I don't even need to be around him anymore. I hope he moves out. He needs to get away from me.
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I stood there on the edge. Standing above the city waiting for the courage to push myself over the edge.
No one needs me around anymore I am useless.
So here I am. Waiting. Thinking about all I've done. Crying. I feel so alone. I feel so helpless and worthless. I need to jump I need to relieve people of my poison. Me being around anyone just ruins peoples day I'm such a horrible man.
I hear I voice and footsteps. The door to the rooftop opens and there stands Dan just staring.
"Phil. No. Stop. Please I need you. You can get better I forgive you please."
"Dan. I've hurt you and so many others. I love you. I have for a while. But I have to go now it's time for me to end this life that I've poisoned the world with. I'm not even sorry everyone needs me to go. Goodbye Dan."
I stuck a foot over the side and began to lean forward.
Here I come Elise.
A/N I'm so sorry. I'm so very sorry.
All of you probably hate me. I hate me I dont blame you. Just keep reading it gets better I swear. I apologize my crackers for my satanic deeds.
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She | Phan
FanfictionI love him and I told him. But he didn't love me back. Phil Lester the love of my life didn't see me as more than a best friend. And soon she came into the picture and things got worse. Accidents happened and he lost her I figured we could go back...
