She | Phan

S I X

A/N sorry I ended the last chapter so abruptly it goes with the story and knowing you smart ppl you probably know what's happening already.

Dan p.o.v

I ran off. I yelled at him then ran off. I felt so horrible but I didn't know what else to do. I hurt him then ran off. I hate myself.

I laid in my bed for 15 minutes just crying until sleep overtook me.

I felt something wrap around my waist. I turned around and there was Phil with his arms around me. Good thing it was dark and he couldn't see me blushing.

He said he was sorry. He had nothing to be sorry about. I explained to him my faults and all I had done wrong and I cried some more. He looked me straight in the eyes. He stared at me for what seemed like years. Our faces lay inches apart me staring into his ocean blue eyes and him staring into my chocolate brown ones. Suddenly he closed the gap between our lips.

We kissed passionately for what seemed like eternity and he wrapped his arms tighter around me as if I was going to leave him or disappear.

We pulled apart for breath and rested our foreheads against each other.

"Oh no." Phil said looking terrified.

"What"

"Elise. I'm sorry dan I shouldn't have done that I don't know what came over me I'm so sorry."

Without a word he ran out of my room and into his.

Phil p.o.v

I don't know why I kissed him. He made me feel something I've never felt before at all. I'm straight, I've never ever had feelings for a guy until now I don't know what's going on. Why do I suddenly love dan? Why do I want him so much?

I just broke down and cried on my bed for an hour. My eyelids slowly became heavy and I drifted into a deep but restless sleep.

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I woke up to Elise sitting on the side of my bed smiling kindly at me. I still love her so very much. So why do I love dan too? I'm sure it will go away. I then realized I had just been sitting there staring at her for about 2 minutes.

"Good morning babe." She said and kissed my forehead.

"Hey El. I'm glad youre back safely love."

"Cmon. Dans in the kitchen attempting breakfast he desperately needs your help."

"Ok. Just give me a minute."

"Sure thing" she chirped then left and closed the door.

I laid my head back down on my bed and sighed. Elise trusted me and Dan and I hurt her. She dosent even know. But it will be ok. I bet if I told her she wouldn't even mind she knows me.

I walked Into the kitchen after putting my red and yellow plaid T-shirt on and some black skinny jeans. There stood an angry dan huddled over some burning pancakes cursing rudely under his breath.

Elise was making a coffee. She handed me the warm drink and I thanked her. Dan, still extremely outraged, yelled at me to fix the pancakes. I laughed and threw them in the bin then made new ones. Dan proceeded to make himself a coffee and try to calm down after his pancake difficulties. Elise came up behind me and put her arms around my waist placing her forehead on my back. I smiled. This girl means so much to me I could never lose her ever.

"Hey babe I have to meet my mum today in town at 2:00 so I'll be leaving soon but I'll see you later tonight. Maybe we can go out for a late dinner." She said.

"Sounds great. Be safe El I love you." I kissed her goodbye.

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Dan p.o.v

Hours passed and I had spent those hours browsing the interwebs while Phil would randomly walk into the lounge and stare at me for a moment then leave. I don't really know what he was doing honestly. After we kissed he hasn't been talking to me as much. I still can't believe Phil fucking Lester kissed me.

It neared about 6:00 and Phil began getting ready for his dinner with El. Thats when we got the call.

Phil ran into the room and pulled me off the couch told me to grab my shoes and coat while he did the same. I was very worried but did as I was told.

We ran down the stairs and through the door then caught a taxi. Phil started crying and shaking. I still didn't know what was going on but I just held him and tried to calm him down.

"Phil what's happening why did we leave so quickly"

"Elise got in a car accident I don't know if she's going to make it." He said still sobbing.

I then started to cry. Elise is my friend and she might die. Elise might die.

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Elise p.o.v

All I remember is two headlights then blackness. Everything was blurry from then on. People rushing by, me being picked up and cars and sounds and sobs I'm so confused.

Bright lights everywhere and people frantically moving around me in a blur. Someone holding my hand. Two men staring at me crying. Then one of them holding my hand. I could just make out the face of Phil Lester my boyfriend whom I love so very much before I saw white. I thought I heard music the song I first played on dans piano. Then I heard laughs and saw faces and memories and love and kisses and happiness. Before everything fell to darkness I saw the love of my life telling me to not end it.

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Phil p.o.v

The day I met Elizabeth Marie Grafton, the world changed. My life brightened and I felt alive.

Now I'm sitting here by her hospital bed wondering if she's going to make it. I can't think straight. I can't breath correctly, or speak correctly I'm so afraid. Me and Dan were told to leave. He led me home and we walked through the door.

I just collapsed. I fell into dans arms and cried. I couldnt breathe properly ad I sobbed into his shirt. He just held me tight while I fell apart almost as if he was trying to keep me together.

He took me into the lounge and offered me food but I didn't want it. I fell on the couch and stared into nothing feeling numb and afraid. I couldn't stand. I couldn't move.

He carried me to my bed and tucked me in. When he tried to leave i grabbed his arm weakly and asked him to stay. I pulled up the duvet and he laid there beside me wrapping his arms around my waist and held me tight. I cried into his shirt for hours but he didn't let go he wouldn't let go even if I wanted him to. He knew I needed the love right now.

Maybe tomorrow when we could see her she would be ok. Maybe she won't be dead.

A/N you'll either love this chapter or hate it. Depends on the level of dedicated phannie you are. Goodbye my crackers. Again I'm so sorry I hated writing this chapter.