She | Phan

F O U R T E E N

A/N im sorry I haven't been updating I've been quite busy. Also dans diss track, the Australia video, and the undertale video. I'm sorry but all of those made me die.

Dans p.o.v

I woke up naked with Phil pressed against my chest in a fetus position. Oh yea last night I forgot. It was amazing I won't go into detail but daym Phil Lester.

I didn't want to wake him so I just cuddled closer to him and tried to fall back asleep. Soon his big blue eyes fluttered open and he stared at me and yawned.

"Good morning Dan."

"Good morning love how'd you sleep?"

"Very well actually you're very warm."

"That sounds so creepy why did you say that."

"You're just warm. Now let me get up and make breakfast."

"No I want to cuddle here forever."

"Me too dan but I also want pancakes."

"Fine." I sighed and let go of my grip around his waist.

He stood up still naked and stretched.

"Damn Phil"

"Shut up." He blushed and threw a pillow at me. "And put some clothes on. Go take a shower too."

"But I don't want to take a shower."

"Daaaan. Come on. I'll shower with you."

"With that I jumped out of bed.

"Ok lets go have a shower."

After we showered and ate pancakes we sat on the couch and watched Buffy.

"Dan I have to go into town today.''

"Why babe?"

"We have no food and I ripped my favorite pair of jeans."

"I'll come with you I need some clothes too."

"Alright get ready and let's go."

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We bought groceries and some new clothes and decided to go to Starbucks.

We walked inside and waited in line to order. When we walked up to the counter Phil started talking with the girl at the counter. Did he know her?

"Dan this is Sarah. We met a couple of months ago she's the one who called you to come get me at the bar."

"Nice to meet you Sarah." I smiled politely and shook her hand.

"Sarah this is my friend dan."

Friend? Since when is he calling me friend. I thought we were dating what is going on here.

"So Sarah how have you been lately?"

"Really good. I finally got my own place and I'm going well at this job. Everything is going good."

"That's awesome." Phil kept staring at her and it was starting to worry me.

"Well we better go find a table." I said and rushed Phil off.

"Phil why did you call me you're friend?"

"Oh I'm sorry I'm just no used to saying boyfriend yet."

"We've been dating for pretty long now and we went public on YouTube and everything what do you mean not used to it?"

"People might find it weird. Oh here comes Sarah we'll talk about this later."

Is he ashamed of me?

I could feel tears burning up in my eyes as Phil and Sarah talked for a while ignoring me completely.

I bet if I left he wouldn't even notice.

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." He didn't hear me so I just walked off.

I ran into the bathroom and started crying. What has gotten into him? Why is he ignoring me? Does he like Sarah? No. I pushed that thought out of my head. He loves me he's told me so many times.

I composed myself and walked out of the bathroom. I went to the table and phil was gone. Sarah said he left.

He just left me.

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I walked home alone in the dark. Damn I wish I wasnt afraid of the dark. Phil usually holds my hand and helps me home when I'm afraid. Phil just forgot I exist apparently. He hasnt called or texted and he left me. Well I guess I'll ask him about it when I get home.

I arrived home and phil wasn't there. I checked every room and I couldn't find him anywhere. I called him multiple times and he didn't answer. I was starting to get worried is Phil ok? Where is he? Why isn't he home?

I didn't sleep at all that night. I tried every connection I checked Twitter I couldn't fine him anywhere. Where's Phil. My Phil. Why isn't he here with me.