She | Phan

T W E N T Y - O N E

Dan p.o.v

Phil and I are returning home today. I'm quite sad it was very nice seeing his family and my family again I love them all so much.

I woke up with Phil pressed against my body sound asleep.

Hes so beautiful

I wish beautiful was a term used more often not only with girls but with guys too. Beautiful just means something amazing or pleasing to look at. And my God is Phil Lester pleasing to look at.

I just stared at him. All I want to do is be with him and beside him every day. Hes a fucking work of art. Hes my fucking work of art. I love him more than anything or anyone ive ever seen.

I placed a kiss on his forehead and waited for him to wake up. I could stare at him forever and never get bored.

Again I say he is so beautiful. Every detail from his pale complexion to the way his tounge pokes out when he laughs is beautiful. His features are more sharp and pointy than mine. I'm just a ball of squish according to literally every person on the internet but hes sharper. His face is slimmer and softer than mine. He has no dimples or squishable cheeks, he has high cheek bones and a pointed nose and sharp clear blue eyes that remind me of ice or the ocean. Not the sky. The sky is soft and just bland. The ocean is deep and beautiful it mesmerizes you with its clear, blue, beauty. And as for his body, don't even get me started on his body. His collar bones and shoulders are very sharp but also very comfortable to lay on. By the way he is built you can seen each bone stick out slightly but not in a bad or ugly way. Each time I kiss any part of him weather it's his soft smooth neck or the small dent where his collar bones naturally curve I can feel how absolutely beautiful he is. Again he is so beautiful.

I didn't realize how long I'd been studying him until his blue eyes fluttered open and he stared right into my brown ones.

"Goodmorning love." He whispered and kissed my nose. "We're going home today."

"Yea we packed everything yesterday so I guess we can go anytime. Adrian can take us or you can ask Martyn I don't really care."

"Ok that's fine." He stared at me for a second before pressing his lips to my forehead, then my nose, the both of my cheeks and finally on my lips.

"You know how much I love you right? I love each detail of you dan you're the most important person to me and I'm going to love you forever. You know that too right?"

I started to answer before I was assaulted by my brother violently bouncing on me in the bed.

"What the fuck Adrian?"

"Sorry. You didn't hear me come in and I saw y'all kissing and stuff then Phil said something really sweet so I pounced on you."

"Well get off us you weirdo."

"Ok. But promise to put on some clothing please. It's creepy watching two shirtless dudes kiss in a bed."

"Fine. Leave so we can get dressed we'll be leaving soon."

"Alright." he walked out and I turned back around to face Phil.

"Well now we have to get up and dressed cause im ready to go home with you." He said and kissed me quickly before getting up and stretching.

We got dressed and went downstairs for breakfast. Everybody was giving us weird looks I dont know why.

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Phil p.o.v

Martyn drove us to the train station. I'm sweating so much I'm so nervous. If he dosent say yes I don't know what I'm going to do with myself anymore. Martyn has the camera so he can film it for us to upload to YouTube later.

We arrived at the train station and I clutched the ring in my pocket.

Its ok Phil you can do this just breathe.

We reached the spot where I first saw him. The exact spot where I hugged him for the first time.

Everything moved in slow motion as I signaled Martyn to start the camera and I did it.

"Hey Dan. Isn't this the exact spot where we met?"

"Yea. I remember that so well. That was the best day of my life."

"Well Dan. This is the spot where I first saw your face in person. The spot where I knew I just found my new best friend and this is the exact spot where I'm asking you to be mine forever." I got down on one knee and pulled out the box. "Daniel James Howell, will you do me the honor of being my husband?"

Everything was silent.

Dan looked at me for a second before turning away.

Does that mean no?

He turned back around.

Everything sped up again as I was tackled in a hug.

"PHILIP MICHEAL LESTER OF COURSE I WILL MARRY YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I CANT EVEN BREATHE RIGHT NOW." he began to cry into my shoulder.

After multiple kisses I pulled away and put the ring on his finger.

"Here's to another adventure."

A/N LAWD JESUS MY EYES ARE LEAKING. Wooooooaahahahah man what a roller coaster of emotions this chapter was. I'm so thankful you guys for 850 reads it's seriously insane omg. I love you my crackers thank you so much.❤❤❤