She | Phan

T W O

Phil's p.o.v

I stood there humming starlight by Muse when I heard Dan walk into the kitchen.

"Hey phil?"

"Yea Dan"

"I need to talk to you."

"OK. Are you alright?"

He then proceeded to admit to me what I had suspected since I kissed him when I was drunk. He told me he loved me. My stomach dropped cause I simply didn't feel the same way. I could feel tears coming so I ran into my room. I didn't want to hurt him but I feel as if I did.

I collapsed onto my bed and sobbed. I had hurt him my best friend was in pain. I didn't want to hurt him in any way but I simply wanted him as my friend not my lover. If i didn't love him back I would hurt him but if I loved him back I would hurt myself and us in the future.

I couldn't take it so I packed a bag and left. I couldn't say bye cause I would cry and he would see me. I can't leave Dan but I have no other choice. I must get away.
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I left the flat and found myself running in no particular direction. After an hour of walking awkwardly around London I decided to visit Chris and PJ they could help.

I texted Chris and asked him if I could stay over for a while. He quickly responded and he said he didn't mind.

When I arrived at Chris and PJs flat PJ opened the door and pulled me into a hug. We've known each other for many years so whenever me or Dan visit them alone they know something is wrong. I pulled away from the hug and walked inside where Chris met me with open arms and hugged me. I sat down on their sofa and we began to talk.

"So what happened" PJ asked.

"Well Dan told me he loves me."

They both smiled at each other.

"What?" I asked.

"How did you not already know that was coming?" PJ asked.

"Yea he's wanted to fuck you for years." Chris said.

PJ slapped him.

"OW WHAT WAS THAT FOR." Chris yelled.

I was blushing like mad. I then explained to them what dan said and how I'm straight and I had to get away so I wouldn't hurt him.

They both talked to me for a while and tried to console me but I was beyond comforting I needed Dan but I knew he didn't want me around anymore.

Soon we were back to our old ways and began laughing and playing video games. Chris and PJ went to their beds and offered me the couch. I collapsed on the sofa and started to cry. I couldn't take it anymore I had to go back tomorrow. Ive only been away for a couple of hours but I miss him so much.

Soon my mind stopped screaming and I let sleep take me.

A/N This one is quite short but it's just Phil's side of the story so you know what's going on with everyone.