I Hate You | Oikawa Tooru | Female
How did you get here, face to face, caged in 'the famous Oikawa Tooru's' arms.You didn't know.
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Volleyball practice was coming to an end for the day, and a mob of Oikawa fangirls had raided the gym. You stood in the middle of the crowd as the pushed you around. You weren't one of his fangirls, in fact you hated him.
You hated the way he faked all his smiles, how he seemed so arrogant at times. The way he pushes out people. You never wanted to speak to him. Ever.
However, now was not the time. You had left the gym, after delivering papers to the Aoba Johsai volleyball club manager.
You sifted your way through more on coming fangirls and started walking down the side walk, going to the gates of the school, and felt you were being trailed, so you glanced behind yourself. There, following behind you was the one and only Oikawa Tooru.
What the hell is he doing? you thought bitterly. He should have no business with me!
You kept on walking, increasing your pace with every step. Soon enough you were running away. Every now and then you glanced behind you, just to see Oikawa still shadowing you.
It would only be a matter of time until you would get worn out, and slow down. Him, unlike you, was very active, and had lots more stamina.
Exhaustion began to take over, and you were bent over, hands on your knees, panting. You gave up trying to escape Oikawa. You knew he just wanted to speak to you. Maybe it couldn't be that bad.
You slumped down on the school's wall, and sighed.
What does he want to tell me so badly? you questioned yourself.
Oikawa appeared from behind the corner. He, too, was tired out from the chase, but not as much as you.
You stood up and faced the setter. Before you knew it, your back was against the wall, and you were caged in by him, his arms at your shoulders.
Here you were, face to face with the boy you despise. You glared at him.
"I'm sorry, (F/N)," Oikawa said. He kept looking you straight in the eyes.
"So now you're apologizing. I can't believe it's genuine since it's taken you years, Assikawa?" you spat at him. Your (E/C) eyes stared daggers at his brown ones.
After all this time, he choses to express regret, sincerely. Along with the time, he chooses to track you down and trap you. How bad it looked to bypassers, you didn't know.
"I-I didn't mean t-t-to hurt you!" he recoiled. You smirked at him. It seemed odd to hear Oikawa stutter. He seemed just so great with the ladies.
Despite your slightly sadistic attitude, you felt sadness. You could remember that day perfectly. The day that he shut you out completely.
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Oikawa was acting weird. You guys still talked, but never enjoyed a normal conversation.
Little did you know at the time, he was struggling to shut you out.
After a month or so of Oikawa being odd, it seemed back to usual, just for a day. The day after it, it all took a turn for the worst.
"(F/N)-chan, can I talk to you?" Oikawa called across the gym to you, standing in the doorway. Luckily it was pretty much empty, except for Iwaizumi and you two.
"Yeah!" you replied cheerily.
Oikawa walked over to you by the door. He took a deep breath, but didn't speak. Oikawa was back into his unusual mood. You could easily tell this, and asked what's wrong.
"Tooru, I know you're not okay. You can tell me, I promise I won't let anyone else in on it," you said.
Oikawa shook his head, then responded. "It's not that. Hey, (F/N)-chan, don't talk to me anymore. I think it's best for our friendship."
You were struck. When the realization hit, it tore your heart in half. The next thing you knew you were doing was running away, tears streaming down your face.
You never bothered to question it, because you figured out why the day after. Most likely it was his girlfriend, but you never confirmed since now you hated him.
Your personality grew to be bitter and hostile, regardless the person.
A few days after the incident, Oikawa broke-up with his girlfriend. However, your attitude towards him didn't change.
And since his break-up he tried to apologize. You never accepted it, and didn't return to your former cheery, happy self.
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He was here again, trying to make up for his mistake.
I wonder what made him snap.
"Really, you're here to do that? Now you're sincere, after all this time? You can't make up for doing that by trapping me. Or at all." You turned your head away from him.
What happened was more in character for Oikawa. He turned your head to face his; foreheads resting on each other.
Part of you wanted to pull away, but most of you wanted him. You felt the long-buried feelings being surfaced. You wanted to be close to Oikawa again, whether romantically or a friendship.
"I missed you, Tooru," you said. Your eyes began to swim with tears. You closed your eyes.
Within no time, Oikawa's lips were on yours. You kissed back. You still couldn't help but cry. You felt all the absence and loneliness spill out.
He pulled away first.
"I hope that made up for it all."
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