her {#wattys2016}

4 am

i came home and i was just laying in my bed, staring at the ceiling until 4 am.

i was thinking about how happy we used to be. i remember the time when you were trying to be romantic and plan a secret surprise date on a horse carriage. i walked into the garage and found the horse and i remember how upset you got because it was supposed to be a surprise.

i remember when i told you that it was okay and it was a sweet idea. i remember when i kissed you to make you feel better. that was the best day of my life.

we laughed for hours on that carriage and the chauffeur got mad at us because we were too loud.
you told me that since i was a princess, i deserved a horse carriage ride along the beach.

then i starting crying because i miss you so much.

i still love you.