Love, Cancer, and Me // Book 1 // Brendon Urie

Chapter 20: Caught Red Handed

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~Brendon's POV~

   By the time I got home it was 7:30. There was another car parked at the house, but it wasn't Sarah's. Did Sarah invite a friend over? I didn't really worry about it because Sarah always does. I open the door and I don't see Sarah anywhere. Probably sleeping. As I head upstairs, I hear noises. "Sarah?" Opening my bedroom door, I see Sarah with another man doing "it". "What the fuck is going here?!" I yell. The man quickly gets off Sarah.

   "Dammit Todd. Well Brendon, you finally found out about this," said Sarah.

   "Who is he?! How long have you've been with him?!" I was enraged, the man looked like he was going to shit his fucking pants.

   "Um, I think ever since you met Addilyn, I mean Addy." She started to smirk which me even more infuriated.

   "Sarah, how could you do this to me! And don't bring Addilyn into this! She had nothing to do with this!" Sarah just laughed. "Leave...get your stuff and get the fuck out of my house." Surprisingly, she was already packed. I betcha she packs every time she brings this Todd over, in case I caught her. Sarah walks up to me and gives me her ring.

   "Bye Brendon. Come on, Todd." Sarah walked out of the bedroom with Todd and out of my life. I was devastated. I couldn't believe she's been cheating on me. I just sat down on the floor, head in hands, and cried.

   After a while, I finally stopped and got up to go downstairs. I opened the fridge and grabbed a beer. Was Sarah saying that it was Addilyn's fault that she cheated on me? I'm so fucking confused. Breezy was right all along. I groaned. God, I hate myself. I finished my beer and grabbed another. Unaware, I realized I kept grabbing a beer bottle one after another. I couldn't stop; I was so pissed. I walked over to the pictures of me and Sarah and threw them to the floor. Glass was all over the floor. As I kept drinking, I finally realized I was drunk.

   A couple seconds later, I passed out on the floor. I awoke from my mini slumber. I wanted to call somebody, but I didn't know who. Maybe Dallon? Yeah, Dallon. Wait, no. Addilyn? Breezy? Out of the blue, I just screamed. I'm so frustrated that I don't even know what to do with myself. I want to kill that fucking Todd. Still, I can't believe she's been cheating on me. Even when I proposed to her! I went over to my little music room. I sat down at the drums and took out my anger on them. 

   After what felt like hours banging on the drums and drinking, all my sticks were broken and I passed out on the drums.