Love, Cancer, and Me // Book 1 // Brendon Urie

Chapter 2: My Last Wish

~Addilyn's POV~

       I woke up to a room surrounded in white with the sound of beeping in my ear. I took a look around to what appeared to be a hospital room and noticed my parents in the corner asleep. When I was about to wake them, there was a light knock on the door, then a doctor emerged. "Oh, you are awake." The doctor said quite startled.

      "What happened?" I asked in a hoarse voice.

        "You had a seizure, and then you blacked out, we thought you might have gone into a coma, because it is very common with the mixture of cancer."

     "Oh," I didn't know what to say, my mind was racing with questions. Was I getting worse? Was I going to be ok? Before I could ask the doctor all these questions my mother started to stir.

      "Oh honey, you're awake, we thought you were in a coma or worse. You scared the hell out of us". My mother said shakily with tears running down her face.

     "Am I getting worse?" I ask in a whisper, not knowing if I really want to know the answer.

     "Yes, the seizures will be getting worse from here and your cancer has spread throughout close to all of your breast." The doctor put it bluntly which I was thankful for. This whole time people tried putting it gently as If it were pity. I was tired of it. I wanted the truth and nothing but it.

     "Thank you doctor." I replied as my mother began to weep again.

                                                 -Time Skip-

       I was at the hospital for about over a week now and the seizures took a hold of every day, and more than once. Finally, on Thursday, 8 days since I was admitted into the hospital, a nurse dressed in Frozen scrubs came to visit me and asked me if I could wish one more thing before my health took a turn and what would it be. My answer was to meet Brendon Urie from Panic! At The Disco, she just smiled and nodded her head, then walked out of the room.

      A couple hours later, she walks back in to tell me that I'm in luck, and he is performing an acoustic concert about an hour away and afterwards has agreed to do an acoustic concert here and to meet me in this very room. I was so excited that I literally squealed like a 10 year old getting an iPhone. I was going to meet my idol, in only 4 days. My mom went out and bought me a new outfit for the occasion, I was so excited that I couldn't eat, drink, or sleep for the next three days that followed.