Can't Help Fallin' For You ~CaptainSwan Fanfiction

Chapter 7: Memory Loss

Killian's P.O.V:

The sound of sirens wailing surrounds me in the ambulance. I hold Emma's hand tight, willing her to come back to me. She fell unconscious a while ago, and I only hope she will be alright. I swear to god when I find the bloody bastard that did this to Emma he will suffer.

"Come on Swan, you're strong I know you can do this. You can fight this. You can beat this," I say to her. I know she can't hear me but still.

Finally the ambulance comes to a stop, and when u look out the window I see the hospital. We've arrived.

All of a sudden the doors to the ambulance open and I find myself pushed to the side while Emma is swarmed with people. Nurses, doctors. The pull the stretcher out and rush her to the emergency room while I keep close behind.

"Get those vitals going!" A nurse shouts. I hear Emma groan slightly, but no one seems to notice.

"Heartbeat?" The doctor asks.

"Yes, but failing."

"Conscious level?"

"Slight to none."

"Damage?"

"From what we've seen and heard, head, nose, chest, and arms, the rest to be examined. Eyesight damaged."

"Get the oxygen pumps plugged in, and I want an I.V on her. Machines set up and I want at least three doctors watching her constantly! Prepare for surgery."

I try to enter the room but a nurse stands in my way.

"Please! Please let me stay with her, if she wakes up she will be afraid out of her mind, she won't understand what's going on! Please, I know her, you don't. Let me stay with her," I plead.

"Sir," says the nurse blocking the door, "we understand that you care about Ms. Swan, but the best thing for her right now is to have the doctors tending to her without distraction."

"No! I won't bloody stand for it!! You will let me in!" I shout.

"Sir this is highly inappropriate! Now leave before I call security!"

"Wait," I say calming down. "Wait. Don't call security. Just... hear me out."

The nurse crosses her arms and looks at me with a scowl. Finally she relents and nods, allowing me to speak.

"Emma is a very fragile woman. Her trust is limited and when she get afraid, her walls go up. She refuses to listen to anyone and she get very confused. I happen to be someone, if not the only one, Emma trusts. So if she wakes up she is going to fear her situation quite severely and I may be the only person who can calm her. If you'd like to put her at risk of making her situation worse, you can bloody well be. my. guest!"

I see my words sink in and the nurse's expression changes. She nods in assent and opens the door for me to enter. After leading me to a seat and explaining to the doctors, I thank her gratefully for understanding. She nods quickly and leaves the room.

I turn my attention to Emma. The doctors crowd around her, carrying out the surgery. The put bandages on this, and ointment on that. And so I wait.

And wait.

And wait.

I can't loose her. Milah was a bad enough loss, I can't loose her as well. Memories of loosing Milah flood my mind.

Milah! I will avenge you!

I love you Killian

I love you too

No!!

And so I wait.

And wait.

And wait.

Until finally, the doctors disperse, leaving only one in the room to monitor Emma. She is wrapped up just about everywhere. Her chest, her head, her nose, and even her arm is in a sling. Something covers her eyes, and her knee is in bandages. Any uncovered part of her is scarred, burned, or bruised.

Oh Emma...

I walk over to the doctor whose tag says Dr. Whale.

"Dr. Whale? Will she be alright?" I ask.

"She will survive, that I can promise. The procedure went perfectly. She's suffered some brain damage so it's possible she won't remember certain things when she wakes up. She may also emerge with a certain degree of blindness. It appears her eyes were damaged by the flames. As far as injuries go, she will heal. But healing takes time. She probably won't be released from the hospital for a month or so. We will get her into physical therapy when she's ready but that won't be for a while. For now, she's lucky to be alive," says Dr. Whale.

"Thank you."

He smiles sadly putting a hand on my shoulder, and walks away to fill out some papers or something else. I don't bloody know. All I know is Emma is going to be alright.

I walk over to her and take her hand. And with that, I begin to whisper encouraging words to her, willing her to wake up, to come back to me.

"Swan you are the strongest woman I know. You're going to be okay I know it. You can do this Emma, you can come back to me. You've got to fight this. I can't... I can't imagine a world without you in it. Come back to me."

Emma's P.O.V:

I'm swimming in an endless pool of darkness, fighting the demos that consume my mind. Sweet words begin seeping through the seems with accent I know very well. I want to give in. I want to her let go and give up. But somehow this new ray of sunshine gives me something to cling to. It gives me hope. It gives me the strength to fight. To win. To wake up.

Killian's P.O.V:

The heart rate monitor that has beeping at a slow, steady rate begins to speed up. I see Emma stirring.

Dr. Whale turns his attention to us.

"She's waking up. She- she's waking up!" He says with a grin.

Emma's eyes flutter open and she takes a huge breath. Her eyes seem to be clouded over. Her bright emerald green eyes now have a milky white to them that clouds her eyesight.

"Swan! It's me, it's Killian! You're alright!" I wrap my arms around her as gently as I can and I feel her one good arm embrace me.

"K-Killian?"

"Aye, love, it's me. You're alright. Everything is alright."

"The intercom isn't working, I suppose I'll have to fetch the other doctors myself," says Doctor Whale with pointed look at me.

Thanks, mate, I mouth. He nods and leaves the room.

"How do you feel Emma? How much do you remember? Can you see me?"

"I feel... sore. I can sort of see you, you're blurry. Really blurry. I can just make out your body. I remember... I remember having breakfast with you. And then I took a shower and you said somebody called... And I don't remember anything after that. But I don't remember who called..."

"Liam called, love."

"Who's Liam?"

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HEY LOVES!!!!! I reeeaaally hope you guys liked this chapter cause I spent a ton of time writing it even thought it wasn't too long. I wanted to make it good so I really hope you liked it!! So? What do you think!! Was it Liam?? What will happen now that Emma doesn't remember him?? Will her eyesight come back?? Comment your thought!! Maybe give a vote?? Love you all!! 😘😘

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