Finally the day has came. I get to tell Joshua the truth about everything. It's been 8 years since I last saw and spoke to him. I can finally tell him why I did everything I did 8 years ago. I'm 22 and Josh is 26. Olivia tells me everything that's happening in Josh's life. She told me that Alex told her that Josh is starting his own practise in psychology. I'm proud of him, he worked hard. I hope he can forgive me for everything I did.
But Josh is very understanding. He will understand why I did everything. I did it all for him. I got his address and I'm currently walking to his apartment.
I'm right in front of his door. I knocked and as I heard footsteps coming closer towards the door. I couldn't contain my smile. The door opened and there he stood. Joshua Landons the love of my life.
I immediately pulled him into a hug ,but he never hugged back instead he pulled away. I kind of understand that he might be confused.
"Ugh, what do you want?" He was clearly annoyed by me.
"I came to see you Josh." I told him, it really hurt me to see him upset with me,but I understand.
"Cut to the chase what do you wa-" He was cut off by a girl that appeared behind him. I noticed her shes....Zoe. What's she doing here?
"Hey Beth was it?" She tried to make me feel small. She wrapped her arms around Josh clearly she was trying to annoy me and damn she was doing a good job.
"Brooklyn's her name and she was just leaving." Josh said with no emotion before slamming the door in my face.
That hurt. I hate Zoe so,so,so,so much for ruining my life. I hate her. I felt like crying but this time I want revenge.
"Brooklyn!!!"
"Brooklyn!!!" I opened my eyes to find Barbara sitting on my bed she was stroking my hair as she tried to calm me down. I was sweating, crying , breathing heavily and shaking.
"Are you ok honey?" She asked. I immediately hugged her and she rubbed circles on my back. I wasn't crying I was just upset.
"Was it another Josh nightmare?" She knew me so well. I nod my head quickly.
"Sweetie, you and him will be together, trust me everything will work out and that Zoe girl will get what's coming." She said sweetly.
"I hope so I miss him, but I can't I have Jayden." I stated.
"I know sweetie. Come on you have to get ready for school. I'll make your cereal." She said before she walked out. Barbara always knew the right things to say and when yo say it.
I did my usual routine shower,brush my teeth, wash my face. Well I did my makeup my phone vibrated. I saw that I had two notifications on my instagram. On was Jayden and the other was from Josh. I clicked on Josh's one first. I was a picture of him and Zoe.
@JoshLandons
Enjoying my day with my bae.
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I felt rage go through my body. I clinched my fist together and hit the vanity in the bathroom. My fist hurt but I don't regret doing it.
Brooklyn keep it together you know that Josh and Zoe are together stop acting like you just found out that their dating. You have Jayden, be happy. Stop! Just stop sobbing over Joshua!
I finished up my make up then headed to my closet. What am I going to wear, something caught me eye, it was my neon hoodie. I remember this was the hoodie I wore when Josh and I first met. I picked it up and threw it on. I just put on a black ripped jeans and my Tom's and when downstairs. My backpack and everything was downstairs already.
I saw my dad and cute baby Joshua.
"Morning!!!" I shouted with happiness.
"Morning Brooklyn." My dad said. I gave him and Barbara a kiss on the cheek. Then I made my way to baby Joshua who did one of those cute baby laughs.
"Awwww why is he so cute!" I exclaimed.
"Babies are always cute." Barbara chuckled. I sat down and ate my cereal. Joshua was sitting in his car seat. He looked at me with weird eyes and I laughed. I tickled his tummy a little until he grabbed my finger. Awwww so cute.
"Come on Joshy I have to eat." I told him,but he just smiled. His so cute. All babies are.
I finished eating and washed up my bowl. I took my backpack and said goodbye to everyone. I walk to school with Jayden , I need to exercise.
I was on my way to Jayden's house but I felt someone grab me from behind. I turned around and saw Jayden.
"Hey Brooke how's my favourite girl?" He seemed super hyper this morning.
"Hey Jay I'm good and my favourite guy?" I asked. I like Jayden I really do, but his not Josh. Jayden makes me happy and that's all that matters Josh and I aren't together anymore.
"I'm good but upset." He pouted. Awwww his so adorable.
"Why ?"
"Because you never liked my instagram picture that I posted."
"Oh I'm sorry I forgot to look at it. I will like it now." I took my phone out and went to his instagram. It was a picture of me.
@JayHoward
My sunshine. Always brightening up my day :-)
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"Aww your the sweetest!" I hugged him. He began to get shy. His so sweet.
"Shall we go malady?" He asked in a british accent and stuck his arm out. This reminds me of the prom night 2 years ago with Josh. Stop thinking about him Brooklyn!
I locked my arm with his and we walked to school like that. We made small talk the whole way there it was fun. I enjoy his company his funny,smart,caring,respectful and very out going.
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I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. I will start doing shout outs only in chapter 5 sorry,but I want to first have more chapter. I will finish chapter 5 as quickly as I can then you guys can start placing your shout out messages. ;-)
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