Josh's P.O.V
"True. So how do you feel...?" Alex asked. I understood what Alex was trying to ask but I don't feel comfortable answering that question.
"What do you mean?" I asked awkwardly,trying to play dumb.
"Josh you can be honest with me. Tell me the truth. How do you feel?" He asked again. I knew that playing dumb won't get me out of this one.
"I j-just I-I... I miss her." I stuttered but admitted how I felt.
"You miss her. Are you going to forgive her?" Alex asked. I shrug my shoulder.
"I don't know. I'm scared that if I let her in she might hurt me again."
"But you want her back... right?"
"Of course I do but she's with that Jay kid." I said.
"But why do you act like you don't love her anymore?"
"Alex. No matter how much I hate her, I will always love her. She will always have a place in my heart and I will never stop loving her. I know this sounds cheesy but it's how I feel." My eyes began to water but I blinked them away. Alex let a sigh out before he spoke.
"Are you willing to try and fight to get her back?" Why's his asking so many questions.
"I don't know." I said softly.
"Josh! Do you want her or not!" Alex snapped.
"Yes! Why are you asking so many damn questions!" I raised my voice.
"Good. Let's get your girl back." Alex said in a more calm tone.
"No Alex don't do anything. It will only make the situation worse and if she finds out that we tried something then my chances with her will be very slim." I told him.
Yes I want Brooklyn back, but I want her to come back on her own. I don't want to doing anything to get her back that could effect the relationship later.
"Ok but I'll help you in any way I can." Alex said. I smiled and hugged him.
"Ok, that's enough your being touchy again." Alex joked as he pulled away.
"Thanks."
"That's what brother's are for."
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Brooklyn's P.O.V
"Jay wake up I think we're at a stop?!" I yell whispered into his ear. His jumped and his head knock my chin.
"Ouch!!!" I winced in pain. Jay rubbed his head.
"Sorry I just got a fright." He apologised.
"It's ok. Come on we can buy some things before we start driving again." I told him. He stood up and took my hand.
We were at a rest stop where we could get some fresh air, go into a proper bathroom and just to get some things to eat or drink.
"Alright kids! Be back in 30 minutes!" Our teacher shouted. Jay began dragging me into the tiny store.
"Jay I cant keep up. I'm going to fall!" I yelled at him.
"Fine then I'll carry you." He said.
"Wha-!" Next thing I knew I was thrown over Jay's shoulder.
"Jayden Christopher Howard! If you dropped me them don't even bother coming back to the bus!" I joked.
"Trust me Brooke." He said. I just relaxed on his shoulder while he carried me.
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IN LOVE WITH MY BABYSITTER 2
Teen Fiction"I still love you Josh. Why can't you see that!!!!" I shouted out in frustration. Josh looked at me and he was clearly annoyed. It's amazing how much Zoe has changed him. "If you loved me as much as you say you do then why did you break up with me...
