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Lets try

Niamh starts to cry but tries to not show it but Joe knows exactly hat is up and that she is crying.

"Come on lets try again" he smiles as he hugs her.

"Sure?" Niamh says quietly.

"Yeah of course, easy does it. Remember it's only me, come on Niamh, I won't hurt you" he says. She takes a deep breath in and goes back over to him. "Promise you, I won't hurt you" he says as she stradles him slowly.

Niamh smiles a little more and tries to think on the positive side. He smiles and squeezes her bum which makes her giggle, "good now crack a smile and get on with it" he smiles.

Niamh rests her hands on his chest and takes a deep death in. "Go" he smiles as he rubs her back.

Niamh smiles a little "woah... What do I do?" She asks.

"Whatever you want" he laughs.

"Help me" she blushes.

"Your fine; don't stress" Joe says as he nudges her legs. Niamh watches him as he lifts her a little.

Joe smiles, "Do you want me to start it off?" he asks.

She nods and closes her eyes. Joe kiss her cheek before pushing into her as gently as possible.

She jolts a little so joe stops ad holds her waist to make sure she's okay. "Are you okay?" he asks.

"I think so" Niamh says.

"Take it away then" he smiles.

Niamh looks at him a Little worried before moving incredibly slowly. Joe just lies there watching her and enjoying the pleasure of it.

A little smile twitches on Niamh's face which makes Joe smile. "Are you alright? Don't go quiet on me" Joe says.

"It's okay I guess" she says.

"Faster?" Joe says getting a tad excited.

"Maybe a little bit" she says. Joe nods and she moves a little faster making her freak.

She has a sudden flash back and gasps before hitting out at Joe. "Niamh!" Joe says.

He grabs her wrists to stop her from hitting him and she breaks down into tears and gets off. She grabs her bed shorts and tshirt and changes back into the quickly before pacing the bedroom.

"Niamh?!" Joe says.

"What?" she mumbles through the tears as she just stands there looking at him.

"Please don't cry... At least you tried" he says.

"But I want a baby Joe" she cries.

"There's plenty of time for that" Joe says as he grabs his pants. "I don't have any other ideas, I mean Niamh I promise I wouldn't hurt you, I guess you just have to trust me" he says as he puts his boxers back on.

"But I do trust you" she replies.

"I just can't... It's too hard, I really trust you Joe I really do" Niamh says.

"Leave Elliot in the past and move on" he says.

"It's not as easy as that" she says.

"Well I can't think of anything else to take it slow Niamh, unless the only other option is to feel me up or something, I don't really know" he says confusing himself.

Niamh just looks at him before grabbing her phone and heading back downstairs.

Joe rolls his eyes, "what's wrong? Am I too big for you or something because we did do it a while back and you were fine" he says as he follows her downstairs.

"No, it's not" Niamh replies as she sits on the sofa.

"Then what's the problem?" Joe sighs.

"I just can't, it still scares me" Niamh says.

"Why? He's in the past Niamh, you have to trust me" he says.

Niamh sighs "I love you so much Joe, I trust you so much... But it's too soon" she sighs.

"Right fine" he says.

"I trust you so much, your my world Joe... Your the father of our son... Why wouldn't i trust you" Niamh says.

"Yes I know" he sighs.

"I love you" she smiles.

"I love you too" he sighs.

Niamh cuddles up against him and sighs. "I'm really sorry Joe" she sighs.

Niamh sighs and Joe kisses her head.