Chapter 18
I chose Sean O'Donnell to be Austin.
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Selena's Point of View
I looked down at my my outfit and smiled. I usually wore sweats or jeans with a regular t-shirt to hang out with Justin. Or if we were going out somewhere nice, I'd wear a simple dress. I never worried about looking nice for him, because I never really had feelings. But now that I do, I decided to wear something sexy. My black dress was just that. It was snug and fit my body well. As I rang the doorbell and waited for Justin to answer, for the first time I felt nervous about seeing him.
"Hey Sel- Wow," Justin said. His eyes widened as he looked me up and down. I smiled.
"Hey baby..." I said, slowly. I walked closer to him and threw my arms around his neck. He licked his lips.
"Selena," he whispered. "You look beautiful."
I looked down and smiled, then looked back up into his eyes. As I looked into his eyes, (I've always loved his eyes) I thought about all the dates he's took me on and all the good times we've had. I wish I would of taken them seriously. All the dates, all the things he's done for me, all the times he was there for me... I wish I would of appreciated it. I felt Justin's arms wrap around my waist, and he pulled me closer. I smiled and closed my eyes as I leaned in to kiss him. When our lips touched, for the first time I felt something. Butterflies. After we kissed, Justin pulled away and we let go of each other. I walked inside his house, closing the door behind me. I put my hands on Justin's chest and felt his abs. "What do you wanna do?" I whispered in his ear. Justin smirked.
"I don't know... What did you have in mind?" he asked, looking down at my hands on his chest. I smirked as I continued to feel his abs.
"I don't know..." I said, looking up at him. He bit his lip, then picked me up by my legs and starting making out with me. My stomach was overwhelmed with butterflies. As we kissed, I eventually felt him lie me gently on the couch and get on top of me.
"I love you," he mumbled into a kiss. I nodded, knowingly. I would of said I loved him too, and I would of meant it this time... But my lips were busy.
Justin's Point of View
Selena looked so sexy and I couldn't help myself... But as I kissed her, I remembered Natalie. I started feeling really bad, so even though I didn't necessarily want to, I stopped kissing Selena. I looked down at her beautiful face. She had on a lot of make up, but it looked really nice on her. She looked really beautiful. I started to feel guilty... She has no idea I'm cheating on her. And that's exactly what I'm doing. I'm cheating on her. I mean, yeah Selena doesn't appreciate the things I do for her, but she's still my girlfriend. And I do love her. We've been through a lot together...
Selena's Point of View
I looked up into Justin's eyes and felt really guilty. He's so ignorant. He has no idea that I was using him... And even though I'm not using him anymore, I still feel bad. I wish I could tell him the truth, that I had been using him, and tell him how sorry I am, and that I truly do have feelings for him now, but I'm afraid I'll lose him. And I don't want that. I like having him around. I really do. And not because of the publicity, or because he pays for everything. Those are the old reasons. I like having him around because...
"I love you," I blurted out.
"What?" Justin asked.
"I love you," I repeated. "I- I love you so much."
I grabbed his neck and pulled him towards me. I kissed him passionately, and put meaning into the kiss. Then I pulled away. Justin, a little taken back by all of my abrupt actions, got off of me and sat down on the end of the couch. He has a tiny smile on his face. I got up and sat down next to him. He faced me, and looked confused.
"There's something different about you Selena," he said. I shook my head.
"Nothing's different," I said. "I just finally realized that you do so much for me, Justin. You really do. And I want you to know that I really appreciate it... And I love you."
He looked down and sighed.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing Sel, it's just that I love you too..." he said, his eyes still looking down at the floor. I put my finger under his chin and made him look at me.
"And what's wrong with that?" I asked, tilting my head to the side. Justin looked at me for a long time.
"Nothing," he finally said. He took my hand and intertwined our fingers then leaned in and kissed me.
Natalie's Point of View
"Steph, I wanted you to drive me home," I said.
"And that's where I drove you," she said, parking the car in her driveway.
"I meant my house, not yours!" I shouted, laughing.
"We know what you meant," Marissa stated.
"Then why are we at Steph's house?" I asked.
"We wanna know what happened!" Marissa said.
"Exactly," Steph said, nodding.
"Yeah, tell us everything," Alyson chimed in.
"Well, we kissed... A lot..." I said, looking down and blushing.
"Oh my gosh! Really?" Marissa asked. I looked up and bit my lip, nodding and smiling.
"Did you guys tongue kiss?" Nicole asked excitedly. I nodded.
"You did?" Steph asked, her eyes widened. "You lucky bitch!"
I laughed. "Yeah, he's a really good kisser," I said. "And I really like him. I love the way he makes me feel. I've never felt that way about anyone before... Not even Austin."
"But what about Selena? Is he gonna break up with her for you?" Alyson asked.
"I don't know," I said. "I don't think Selena would accept us dating... I mean, if I was her I wouldn't."
"Why not?" Marissa asked.
"Well, because it's kind of fucked up if you think about it. Him leaving her for her little sister..."
"So then are you guys gonna date and stuff behind her back?" Nicole asked. I shrugged.
"I don't want it to be like that," I said. "But I really like him..."
"He really likes you too," Steph said. "Didn't you say the reason you left his house was because Selena was coming over?"
"Yeah," I said. "She interrupted us and called him, asking to hang out."
"Well he's probably breaking up with her right now," Steph said.
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Fanfiction"You're my sister's boyfriend..." I said, my voice trailing off. I looked down and sighed. "It isn't right for either of us to feel this way." "But we do," Justin whispered.