Chapter 22
Justin's Point of View
"I love you soooo much," I mumbled into Natalie's neck.
"I love you too," she said. I looked up at her. She was smiling really big. I smiled even bigger and leaned in to kiss her. Right before my lips reached hers, I felt my phone start vibrating in my pocket. I picked Natalie up and sat her back down on the counter. I pecked her lips then reached in my pocket for my phone. Natalie threw her arms around my neck and pulled me in between her legs, wrapping them around my waist. I felt her soft lips kissing my cheek repeatedly as I looked at my phone screen. (1) missed call. It was from Selena. I rolled my eyes and called Selena back as Natalie started kissing along my jawline.
"Baby," Selena's soft voice said.
"Hey, sorry I missed your call," I said. Natalie kissed down my neck and eventually found my sweet spot. I moaned into the phone.
"Um are you okay?" Selena asked.
"Yeah I'm just- one second," I said, putting the phone down. I put the call on mute so Selena wouldn't be able to hear anything. "Natalie I'm... I'm on the... mmm baby don't stop..."
"What?" she asked sweetly, pulling away from kissing my neck and giggling. I grinned at her, admiring her beautiful smile. I took the strand of hair out of her face and leaned in and kissed her once on the lips. I leaned my forehead against hers and sighed.
"Selena's on the phone. I'm guessing she's gonna ask me to hang out..." I said, trailing off.
"Oh... yeah," Natalie said, sounding sad. I kissed her lips again.
"I wanna break up with her baby," I said. Natalie looked away and sighed.
"No... you can't," she said. I leaned in and started kissing her neck softly.
"Why can't I?" I asked.
"Because I really don't wanna take you away from her..." she said quietly.
"You already have," I said, pulling away from her neck. She looked at me and I smiled at her. I put my hand on her thigh and rubbed it and leaned in towards her. I crashed my lips on hers but then I realized Selena was still on the phone.
"Fuck," I said, pulling away from Natalie's lips.
"What?" Natalie asked, bringing me closer by her arms around my neck. I picked up the phone and un-muted the call. Thankfully, Selena was still on the line.
"Sorry about that Selena. I was getting a massage. My back was hurting today and Scooter suggested I get one," I said. Natalie started massaging my shoulders and I smirked.
"Oh it's okay. I really miss you Justin," she said sweetly.
"Miss you too," I said, rolling my eyes. Natalie mouthed "I love you" and I smiled and kissed her nose.
"Are you busy today?" Selena asked.
"Nah, I'm free..." I said. I gave Natalie a pouty face and she shrugged.
"Okay babe. Let's hang out then. I was thinking we go get some yogurt or something at the mall."
I rolled my eyes. "Sure...baby," I said. I hated having to call her that.
"Okay I'll be there in a half an hour," she stated, then hung up. I slipped my phone into my pocket then buried my face into Natalie's neck and sighed.
"We only have a half an hour," I said.
"You can't break up with her..." Natalie said earnestly. I groaned and looked at her.
"Natalie I wanna be with you. I don't want Selena. I want you. I want us. I-" Natalie cut me off and put her finger on my lips.
"Justin I love you and I wanna be with you too. But you're dating my sister. And if you break up with her to go out with me, it's not like she'd be understanding. She wouldn't be okay with us dating."
"I don't care," I said against her lips. I closed my eyes and sighed again. I felt Natalie kiss me once on the lips. I smiled and kissed her back.
"Let's just... see what happens," Natalie said.
"What do you mean?" I asked, opening my eyes and looking at her. She looked so sad.
"I don't know Justin. I really don't know what's ahead for us. I don't know how we're gonna make this work. I don't know if we can," Natalie said, frowning.
"We can and we will. There's no ifs or doubts about it," I said, picking her up off the counter and setting her down on the floor.
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"Hey babe," Selena said smiling. She hugged me tightly. I hugged her back, rolling my eyes. When she pulled away from the hug and looked at me, I fake smiled.
"So yogurt right?" I asked, closing and locking the door to my house. She nodded as we walked to my car. Once we got inside and I began driving, Selena turned on the radio and coincidentally "I'll be" (the song I sang to Natalie last night) started blasting from my car's speakers. A huge smile spread across my face and I sang along. Once the song ended, Selena laughed.
"You knew all the words to that song," she said. I nodded.
"I really like that song," I said, grinning.
Once we got to the mall, we went inside and looked for the yogurt place. I wasn't really looking though. Selena was holding onto my arm and just dragging me along... All I could think about was Natalie. I couldn't get her off my mind. I missed her so much. I wish I was her with her instead of Selena...
"Justin, look it's right over there!" Selena said happily. She started running towards it, giggling and pulling me along. Once we got to the yogurt place, we both ordered then sat down and ate our yogurts. "Does your back still hurt babe?" Selena asked.
"Nah, I'm fine," I said, leaning back in my chair. Once I finished my yogurt, I decided to check my phone. (1) new message.
From Natalie:
I love you :)
I smiled at my phone like an idiot.
"Justin," Selena said. I looked up at her. She was raising an eyebrow at me and pursing her lips. "Who are you texting?" she questioned.
"I'm not texting anyone," I said, quickly deleting the text message.
"Why were you smiling at your phone then?" she asked.
"Oh because I'm on Twitter and the fans are making me smile," I said, as I put in my password and logged into Twitter.
"Let me see," Selena said, crossing her arms. I showed her my phone. She took it and started sliding her finger along the touch screen of my iPhone 5. I rolled my eyes. "You follow my sister on Twitter?" she asked, looking up at me.
"Oh yeah. I figured why not. She doesn't have many followers and I felt bad," I said. Selena nodded and looked back down at my phone. I could feel the palms of my hands getting sweaty. They get sweaty when I'm nervous.
"He's the most amazing guy," Selena said suddenly. I scrunched my eyebrows together in confusion.
"Huh?" I said. Selena looked at me.
"My sister tweeted that," she said. I looked down and smiled, knowing it was about me. "Why are you smiling?" Selena asked. Fuck. I looked up at her and tried to think fast.
"You know, because you always say that about me," I lied. Selena smiled and leaned forward. She kissed me on my lips and gave me my phone back.
"Because you are," she said. "I love you so much."
As Selena talked about how much she loves me, I texted Natalie back.
To Natalie:
I love u too!
I looked back up at Selena and said the same four words. But I didn't mean them this time.
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Fanfiction"You're my sister's boyfriend..." I said, my voice trailing off. I looked down and sighed. "It isn't right for either of us to feel this way." "But we do," Justin whispered.