Chapter 26
Justin's Point of View
I rolled around in my bed. It feels so big tonight without my girl to share it with. I sighed and looked at the time... It was around the time I usually pick her up. I looked at my phone on the little table next to my bed and reached over for it. I looked for her contact. I called twice and she didn't pick up. I tried calling a third time. She picked up after a few rings.
"I'm trying to sleep," she said softly.
"You can't sleep?" I asked.
"I was, but you keep fucking calling, and you woke me up," she said. I scrunched my eyebrows together.
"What's your problem?" I asked. "I just thought maybe I'd pick you up and you could spend the night with me again..."
"I don't want to," she said. "I don't wanna spend the night with you ever again."
"Natalie what-" I began, but I stopped talking once I heard the buzzing noise sound that plays when someone hangs up. I looked down and ran my hand through my hair. She's clearly mad at me. But, what did I do? I tried calling her back but she didn't pick up. I called again and left a voicemail:
"Natalie... Baby... What's wrong? Please tell me what's wrong. Is it something I said earlier? I'm really sorry for whatever I said. I love you... I really wanted you to spend the night with me again. I'm so lonely over here. I wanted to sleep with you another night. Call me back please... Love you. Alright. Bye."
After leaving her a voicemail, I waited... and waited... but she didn't call me back or anything. So I decided to text her.
To Natalie:
Baby whats wrong? im sorry if i said anything that upset u. please call me or text me back. i miss u
From Natalie:
leave me alone.
Okay. That hurt. Why does she want me to leave her alone? I don't wanna leave her alone. I want her to be here with me. I ran my hand through my hair. This is really stressing me out. I need to fix this right now. I won't be able to sleep if I don't fix this.
To Natalie:
im coming to pick u up.
From Natalie:
Why don't you come and pick Selena up? Why don't you ask HER if she wants to spend the night? I'm sure she'd love to.
I furrowed my eyebrows. What the fuck. I got up from my bed and slipped my phone into my pocket. I left my room and went to the front door, opening it and closing it behind me. I got inside my car and drove to her house. Once I was parked down the street where I waited last night, I called her numerous times until she picked up.
Natalie's Point of View
My phone kept going off. Justin kept calling. It was really annoying. The fifth time he called, I picked up.
"Hello??" I answered.
"Hey," his raspy voice said softly.
"Stop fucking calling," I said.
"I'm outside," he said, just as I was about to hang up.
"You're outside?" I asked. What the fuck, I didn't think he was serious about coming.
"Yep. I'm waiting for you down the street," he replied.
"I'm not coming. You could wait there the whole night," I said.
"Natalie what did I do? Why are you so mad at me?" Justin asked. I could hear he was upset by his voice. He sounded so frustrated.
"Just please leave me alone, Justin," I said.
"No! I'm not leaving you alone. Come and explain to me what's wrong, okay?" he said.
"Fine!" I shouted, hanging up. I was still in my old pajamas because I had fallen asleep in them, so I decided to change. The pajamas I changed into were cute even though I could care less about looking cute for Justin right now. He's acting all innocent even though I've figured him all out. I crept out of my room and past Selena's, tiptoeing and trying not to wake her. I wasn't in a good mood and didn't wanna deal with her. Not only do I feel bad for her, but I'm jealous and mad she kissed him. I have mixed emotions. After asking my mom for permission to sleep over a friend's house for the third night in a row, I left her room and went downstairs. I opened the front door and closed it behind me. It was pitch black outside and I was scared so I jogged over to where Justin's car had been last time. Once I saw it, I stopped jogging and started walking. Justin was standing outside his car, leaning on it. When I reached him, he opened his arms for a hug. I didn't hug him and just stared back at him with my arms crossed.
"Aw come on babe," he said. He stood up from leaning on his car and came over to me, wrapping his arms around me. As he hugged me, I couldn't help but notice his cologne smelled amazing. He had so much on. It was chilly outside and I was freezing so his warmth felt so good, even though I just stood there and let him hug me. I didn't hug back. When he pulled away, he looked me up and down. "Damn, for someone who's mad at me, you look really sexy," he said. I rolled my eyes. "No seriously, damn. Those pajamas are sexy," he said. "And those slippers? It doesn't get any sexier," he added, chuckling.
"Whatever," I said, uncrossing my arms and letting my arms fall to my sides. I looked down at my teddy bear slippers he made fun of and sighed. Justin leaned against his car and put both his hands on each of my arms, pulling me to him. He pulled me close.
"Tell me what's wrong," he said softly. He was moving his hands up and down my arms giving me goosebumps. I refused to make eye contact with him, and looked to the side. "Baby look at me," he pleaded. I looked at him and squinted my eyes.
"Don't call me baby," I said, yanking my arms out of his grasp.
"Natalie... What did I do?" he asked.
"You're messing with me," I replied.
"What? How am I messing with you?" I asked.
"You say you love me, but-"
"I do love you," Justin said, cutting me off. "Very much," he said, pulling me closer so that his lips were inches away from mine. I pushed him away.
"No!" I yelled. "I saw you kiss my sister. And it didn't look like you were pretending."
"When? In the car?" he asked. I glared at him.
"Yeah dumbass! And you're asking me when because I bet there was multiple fucking times you kissed her," I said.
"I only kissed her like, three times. And it's because you told me to. You told me to pretend," he said.
"Oh shut up. I know what I told you. But you're taking advantage of it," I said, moving away from him. He squinted his eyes and wrinkled his nose.
"What the fuck Natalie! No I'm not! I didn't wanna kiss her! I was just doing it because YOU told me too! But if you hadn't, I would of continued to treat her like I don't care about her! Because I don't! I don't give a shit about her!" he yelled. "I love you and only you Natalie!"
"You got between me and my sister and you're just using the both of us. And I'm not gonna let that happen. You're making me go behind her back and when she finds out she's going to hate me!" I yelled back.
"Then fine! It's over!" Justin said. I started to tear up.
"We didn't even have a relationship in the first place!" I yelled. "But fine..." I said quietly. Justin looked at me and watched as the tears rolled down my cheek.
"Natalie...don't cry..." he said softly, walking over to me.
"No, no, no," I said, stepping back. I pointed to his car. "Leave Justin! I don't want you here! Don't come back unless it's for Selena," I said. His eyes got watery and he nodded.
"Okay," he whispered. He went around and got inside the driver's seat of his car and took off. I stood there crying for a few minutes then walked back to my house. I went inside and went upstairs to my mom's room, and told her the sleepover was cancelled. Then I went back inside my room and quietly cried myself to sleep.
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Fanfiction"You're my sister's boyfriend..." I said, my voice trailing off. I looked down and sighed. "It isn't right for either of us to feel this way." "But we do," Justin whispered.