Beautiful hate (Joji x Reader Insert)

Chapter 22- Reader POV

        I'm sorry I hadn't updated in the past few days I was in Orlando lmao, and I learned it's a lot hotter down there than in Jersey lmaooo, God bless anyone who lives in Florida, how do you not melt?

           "Why do you do this to me?"
          My lips formed into a Cheshire Cat like grin, as I snickered between closed teeth. I noticed that his pink face never faded and that his eyes were locked on my form, I squirmed uncomfortably, beneath his gaze, and decided to break the awkward silence.
          "So why do you hate me?"
My smile returned bright, and cocky, I already knew he had no reason to. He didn't need to think before letting out a quick, "because you're annoying as fuck"
Guess I was wrong.
"Wow don't hold back"
He rolled his eyes not taking a word I was saying seriously.
"What's so annoying about me?"
          "Well... Your jokes aren't funny, your laugh is too high pitch, the way you say things with that stupid (wherever you're from) accent, and it feels like you're constantly using your looks to get more views... Happy?"
It got quiet.
Uncomfortably so.
My smile finally dropped slowly,
I didn't have anything to say, so I did the first thing that came into my mind...
Lose my shit, laughing,
          "Man, you-" *snort* "must watch my videos pretty often if you know all of that" my laughs soon dispersed into light giggles, Joji tensed up like I hit the nail on the head with my comment.
          "Well... Actually... I've seen most of your videos..."
"But you hate me"
          "It's complicated"
"Why would you watch my videos if you hated me?"
My shit eating grin had never been brighter.
          "It's called 'hate watching', like whenever I read something on Twitter about you that annoys me, I'll pull up one of your videos to keep me mad"
"That's fucked up"
          "Yeah..."
"You can just say you love me, I know you do"
I wiggled my eyebrows at him in a goofy way, causing him to turn a very light pink and shake his head, as if he were refusing to do so.
          Ian left the bathroom, sensing the awkward tension in the room, rolling his eyes, he opened the door and gestured to it, getting both Joji's and I's attention. We stood up in sync, he allowed me to walk through first. I walked into front of the two boys, ignoring their mumbled whispers to each other.