The familiar red light signaled it was time to speak. I wasn't in my frank outfit, or any other character. I was being myself, letting everyone know that this is me, and these are my real thoughts.
"Let's talk about playlist." I started.
"Let's talk about what you guys have been talking nonstop about. (Shipname). Did we actually kiss? Yes. Twice. I'm sure you all have seen the videos."
Talking about these things out loud to anyone who cared enough to watch suddenly made me feel tense and awkward.
"Were the kisses for show? The first one, yes 100%. (y/n) seems to find a lot of fun in getting you guys up in antics."
Just saying her name out loud sent chills through my blood.
"Did the kisses mean anything to me? Well if I'm going to be completely honest, they meant the world to me. I think over this weekend I've started warming up and embracing the idea of (shipname)." I gave the camera goo goo eyes and flicked my eyebrows up and down.
"Although (y/n) may not feel the same way, I truly hold a lot of fucking admiration for her."
Not sure how to end the short video smoothly I spoke directly to the girl who refused to give my heart back.
"So, (y/n)... haha um, wanna do like coffee or something? I don't know man, text me." I sheepishly smiled into the camera.
"Well guys thanks for watching, I just wanted to make this video to clear my mind and to let everyone know what's been running through my brain."
Swiftly I shut off the camera, plugged it into my laptop, and uploaded the video to my personal twitter. I had a feeling I might regret it in the morning, but getting everything out there helped me fall asleep easier.
The one thing that left my stomach flopping was her response.
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Beautiful hate (Joji x Reader Insert)
FanfictionWhat happens when the lovely (y/n) seems to be loved by all but one? Will love find a way or will hate rage on? *Warning Mature Language and Events* First Joji Fic, I hope you like it! (Cover is not mine, I just thought it was uber cute!)
