Beautiful hate (Joji x Reader Insert)

Chapter 36- Reader POV

         It had been a few hours since Joji and I had made up, we spent the time waiting for the others just chatting on random subjects. We had a lot more in common than I thought we would've. We both have a deep understanding of rhythms and tones, and we both similar views on things happening in the world. It felt like I could voice my opinions and go on rants that would be potentially controversial to anyone else. To him, it was like chatting about the weather.
           We talked about new video ideas and even teased the thought of doing a few videos together in the near future. It was calming getting to talk to him without any interruptions. At some points in the conversation, we had practically finished each other's sentences. I instantly regretted not trying to get to know him better before.
            "So you're telling me you've never seen Jurassic Park?" I giggled
            "No, it's just a bunch of dinodicks running around, what's so interesting about that?"
            I gasped loudly and boisterously, letting him know my heart had been shattered into a million pieces.
            "George, I thought we had something special, but you've left me with no choice, I must leave with the children at once! They mustn't know of the monster their father has become!" I faked sobbed, standing abruptly, back turned to the cackling boy.
            "If that's the way it must be..." he trailed off. "I'm afraid I won't allow it!" He jumped to his feet, sweeping me off my own. We both bursted into laughter as I struggled to get of out his grasp (to no avail).
            "So Jojiboi you gonna let me down or what?"
            "eh maybe"
            "Jojiboi, how bout you let little ol me down?"
             "eh maybe"
             "Jojiboi if you don't let me don't I'm gonna eat your fucking asshole"
             "and that's a threat?"
             "Put me the fuck down I'm getting sick"
             "you're being dramatic"
             "It's what I do best"
             He looked down into my (e/c) eyes and slowly a small heart filled smile fell on his face. The moment was perfect, the city buzzing below us created a soft hum in the room, the setting sun gave him a warm orange glow, and being so close to him made me want to take the vacant spot on his lips.
             I want to kiss him.
             I really want to kiss him.
            He's so handsome I want to kiss him and then I want his dick in my mouth.
            Okay that's a bit far but I still want to kiss him.
            I'm going to kiss him.