Beautiful hate (Joji x Reader Insert)

Chapter 40- Reader POV

             The drive home was dreadful, I hate driving long distances, it makes me nervous. Like the longer I'm on the road, the more likely something bad is to happen.
            I stopped at three different rest stops just to keep my mind off that fact. This automatically extended the time it was supposed to take to get home.
             About forty minutes from my apartment, my phone started to blow up. I was getting tweets, texts, and dm's. I figured it was another wave of fans obsessing over the stunt I pulled at the panel.
              I almost regretted it. George never quite mentioned it after it happened. We remained the same and acted like it was nothing. I wish I had brought it up to him, I wish I told him in person that I meant every emotion that I pushed into that kiss. It wasn't just for the fans, it was mainly for me, it was to fulfill the kiss that I had been craving since the night before.
                I finally arrived home. Too tired to unpack, take off my makeup or to even change into more comfortable clothes. I was finally able to sleep...
               Until another wave of buzzes erupted from my phone.
               I would've ignored them, if they had been about the kiss again. But they weren't. Something new was catching everyone's attention. It seemed like George put up another video.
               I figured it was a vlog and shut off my phone, promising that I'd check it in the morning. Whatever. I'm tired as shit, and whatever it is can wait.