Beautiful hate (Joji x Reader Insert)

Chapter 37- Joji POV

          She makes my heart do backflips. I want to kiss her. This is my chance I have to. I need to.
          I leaned down slowly, letting the moment last so I could easily replay it in my mind afterwards. She had the same idea and began to move up towards me, pulling my neck down to herself.
          Her soft fingertips gripped my neck gently, I didn't want her to let go.
          I paused right as her lips were about to meet my own. I glanced down at her mouth and back into her eyes, I could tell she was getting impatient but I didn't want to moment to end too soon.
          I let out a small breath, and spoke every thought that had been on my mind,
          "Wow".
          Just as I was about to lean in to close the inch gap between us, a click of the door cut the silence in the room.
          On instinct I pulled back up at the speed of light... dropping (y/n) in the process...
          "You fucking egg!" She shouted from the floor, she sat rubbing her head.
           Katt, Ian, and Max entered the room just as she let out her string of colorful language. They all looked at me for an answer.
           "So you guys didn't kiss and makeup like we all thought you were gonna?" Max nervously laughed.
            "Almost until this fucking soggy anus dropped me while we were goofing around!"
            Her face was red with a mix of anger, and embarrassment.
             I looked at her and shrugged,
            "You asked me to put you down?"
            "You're a fucking ratface." She said flatly. She started getting off the floor, wincing at the bruises that would soon form.
            "I'll go find an ice pack" Katt offered. Max followed her out the door, while Ian checked (y/n) for visible injuries.
             "Looks like you got a mean cut on your arm, I have bandaids in my suitcase. You two try not to get too frisky while I'm gone" he joked trying to lighten the mood. As soon as the door shut she glared up at me.
            "Look, I'm sorry, alright?"
            She let out a deep sigh, "It's cool, I'm just- I really- I'm- ugh" She leaned in and gave a swift kiss on my cheek. "I know you didn't mean it". She offered a small smile that sent my heart into a frenzy. I returned an even larger one back.
            Soon the others returned with all the supply's to rebuild (y/n) back to her fighting form for the last day of Playlist. By the time she had been all patched up, the boys decided it was just about time to film before it got too late. I offered a spot in the video to (y/n), but she politely declined, saying she'd rather go to sleep early. Just as others left, I hung back for a few seconds longer.
            "I'm really sorry about fucking you up, that was really shitty of me, I promise next time I lift you, you won't suffer the same fate."
            she giggled up at me, "it's cool man, it was an accident."
            "Yeah but still, I'm mad sorry, you're one of the coolest people I know I and I don't want you getting hurt in general, I feel like shit knowing I dropped you right before..." I didn't finish my sentence, it was still an awkward topic to casually discuss. She didn't seem to mind, she just kept smiling up at me gently as if she would knock me over if she beamed any harder.
             "Well I'll see you in the morning, feel better alright? If you need anything I'm right across the room. And if you suddenly get angry at me for dropping you, just call me, I'll listen to you rant for hours. And-"
              "Joji, it's cool!" She laughed.
              I let out a dopey smile and planted a kiss on her forehead.
              "Sleep well."