Beautiful hate (Joji x Reader Insert)

Chapter 35- Joji POV

"I'm sorry"
"Yeah you probably should be"
"I went way too gross in a way too public place, I'm sorry"
"Yeah, gotcha."
"I really didn't mean to gross you out that much, I'm just so used to taking things to the extremes, it's what 'Frank' does"
"Yeah I get it"
"Will you please forgive me?"
"Only if you eat my fucking asshole, you human STD"
"Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?"
"Drop dead"
"Yikes."
What could I do? The girl who's caught my eye may be mad at me for the rest of her life. What the fuck do chicks like hearing when they've been publicly humiliated in the grossest way possible? God, I wish I had a copy of the BOP on me right now.
Well, when in doubt, let your heart do the talking.
"(Y/n). I really admire and respect what you do. It took me a while to realize that, and the ignorance I had before is the reason we got into this mess. I can never apologize enough. All this time I've been trying to nitpick the possibility of a flaw you could potentially have. I was wrong to do this to you. I'm sorry"
For the first time since I got in the room, her glare softened. She stared at me longingly, as if she was asking me to continue, and thus I did.
"I'm an idiot for judging you so wrongly, and I'm even worse for bringing it to everyone's attention. The truth is, I really love what you do, and I admire who you are as a person. You've made Playlist even better than any years prior. It feels like you can change the energy in any room."
I let out a small breath in relief that I didn't have to continue faking a despise for her. It felt like the start of something new. Something better, and full of hope.
"Thank you, George." The three words I couldn't be happier to hear. Her smile warmed the room, and it put my soul at peace.
I stood up from the bed and approached her slowly, not wanting to alarm her, much like how you'd treat a small animal. She looked up into my eyes and instantly my insides felt warmer.
I wrapped my arms around her, and soon she wrapped her arms around my neck, and pushed her face into my chest.
"I hope we can put this behind us,
(y/n). I'm so sorry it ever got to this point"
"It happens, joj. But I have one final question."
I pulled away, hands resting on her arms, I stared her in her bright dazzling eyes.
"Friends forever?"
I cringed at the word, I'm being friend zoned already. She stared up at me with a dreamy look in her eyes.
"Obviously" I answered swiftly.
She pulled away and shifted towards the wall, she gave me a glance over her shoulder,
"Man, thats too bad, I totally would've kissed you right there", she gave a sarcastic wink, and let out a cackle. Even if she was just joking around I still felt disappointed.
"I'm always up for a smooch", I played along, sliding next to her and snaking an arm around her waist. She had her head pointed up at me, and stared deeply into my eyes, giving me the opportunity to get lost into her own. She pulled away in a low giggle a little too soon for my liking. It hasn't even been four minutes since we called a truce and we're already flirting. I don't mind one bit.