'What's her problem everytime she come infront me just make me so angry .aghhh screw her! '
Jason Clarke thought to himself.
The story of twists ,turns and connection between two people who hate each other .Fate bring them together in such a way th...
.....The girl you met in the coffee shop and the girl you think was miss anonymous is not me ....she is dead....
Elena's word came rushing to my mind like a knife and it made my heart constrict in unknown pain with a lot of and strange feelings that I wasn't able to name them .I didn't know what was going on inside me but I just wanted to see Elena badly ,I wanted to tell her so many things ,I wanted to be with her ,I wanted to see her smiling and happy .Its almost been a week since my last encounter with Elena which didn't end like I always wished for or imagined but I ended in pain and distress for both of us .
I don't know whether Elena think about me or not ,whether she hates me even more ,whether she has something ,some kind of feeling for me .All these question were killing my inside and my mind wasn't even functioning properly.Damn! I am human and I needed answers to all of my questions so that I can live in peace.I know I messed up I should have waited little longer to confess but how was I suppose to apologize to her.I was much scared of her reaction that I didn't try to contact her or visit her.May be I myself wanted to clear my head first which was loaded with so much confusions.
Today was Helena and Adam's sixth anniversary and they were celebrating it here.They came here two days after I messed things with Elena and I tried my best to mask everything but Helena knew something was wrong and I couldn't lie to her because she know how to dig.
"You really messed it up big boy." Helena said tapping on my shoulder.
"I know I did ...but ..What was I suppose to do it ...It happened so fast and didn't know what to do ..expect to .." I was cut of by Helena.
"Expect to ruin it ..." She raised her left eyebrow at me." You should have at least waited a day to let her settle down in her life ...she went through a lot ..that is fine that you told her that coffee shop boy was you but YOU TOLD HER YOU LOVE HER !!"she raised her hands in air .
"I know ...I regret it ..." I sighed sadly.
"so what you said ...you really do love her ." she questioned me and I looked at her with my eyes not blinking.The question was simple but It felt like the answer was really difficult and I didn't know it yet My mind was so much troubled with so many things .
"You better find the answer Jason and don't worry about Elena she'll come around ."Helena smiled at me and left .
Everyone was present in the garden I could hear their laughs and chattering sounds but I was standing in backyard staring at the bright shining moon .Weather was pleasant today with soft wind touching my face and brushing through my hair.It felt really amazing and calmed my nerves . I closed my eyes for a moment to enjoy it. As soon as I closed my eyes I saw a vision. I saw a smile ,shining beautiful eyes with hairs blowing in the wind.That was no one else but ELENA ,she looked happy , she looked at peace and her smile was breathtaking it was beautiful I have never seen her smilinglikr this .The moment she looked at me with her deep hazel eyes I snapped open my eyes.My breathing rate was increase like I have been running.I was still regaining myself from the vision that
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