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This is really happening..
My aunt and I walk through the hall of this small church. I am so fricking nervous.. Is it even healthy to be this nervous on your wedding day? Does that say something about our relationship? I don't doubt that I love him and that I want to marry him, I'm just really nervous. I feel like puking.. I'm not going to, obviously, that would ruin my dress. I am not gonna marry someone with vomit all over my wedding dress. I'm overthinking this too much.. I think. God this is nerve wreacking.
"Are you okay? You are awfully silent" My aunt says to me. "I'm sorry.." I apoligize to her and she laughs a little. "You don't have to apoligize honey, you're nervous, I get it" she says and I feel so much more relieved. The fact that she gets it means I'm not going crazy, that this is absolutely normal.. right? Either way, I still feel kind of weird being as nevous as I am.
I can't image why people whould marry multiple times, I can barely do it just once.
As we get to the end of the hall and stop just in front of a large door my heart nearly stops. What if I can't do this? What if I breakdown in front of everyone?! People around me are walking around and doing things but I can only focus on what's about to happen.
Someone hands me a bouquet of rozes and I hear the music in the room behind this large door starts playing. I take a deep breath, "Everything will be okay" my aunt silently assures me. I turn my head to look at her and smile at her. She smiles back at me and some of my anxiety disappears. At least she'll be here with me. The large door in front of us slowly opens and I look inside.
When I see him standing there I know. I can do this.
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- Hello my lovely readers. I'm sorry this was such a small chapter, this was more like a Prologue part 2. Chapter Six will be longer again :) xx -
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Roman pour AdolescentsWalk through a chapter of the life of Blair Jordon. Blair is a friendly and easygoing girl. She had always lived in a big city but now that's going to change. Watch as Blair gets used to her new life, with new friends and maybe even a lover.. but wh...
