I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

Let This Be Love.

I saw him,he was mine. I kissed him,he was mine. He held my hand,he was mine. How did he slip away from me so quickly? Why did he have to go? Why am I in psychiatric inpatient facility? I'm not crazy.

I'm Demi Lovato-Swift and I'm a 22 year old widow.

This is my story.

December 23 2014.

"Why did you have to like the big tree?" Derrick was carrying in the Christmas tree,I giggled,"It was the most beautiful tree there." I smiled,"Like you." he put the tree down and wrapped his arms around me,"Like you." he smiled,making me blush.

"Yeah." I kissed his lips,"Time to decorate the tree!" Derrick pulled away and headed up to the attic to get the ornaments,I smiled,looking at my engagement ring.

"Back,miss me?" Derrick comes downstairs,"So much." I giggled,he put the box down and I slipped a santa hat on his head,"Hot." I giggled and we started putting the ornaments on the tree.

...

"It looks perfect." I smiled as I sat myself on Derrick's lap,"We did a good job." 

"I'm Santa,ho ho ho,what do you want for Christmas,ma'm?" he smiled at me,I looked at him,"I want a baby." I looked at him"Are you sure,girl? A baby is a big responsibilty." Derrick said.

"Yes." I stroke his face.

"Alright!" He picked me up and carried me up to our bedroom,he closed the door and laid me on the bed gently.

...

I woke up to a bed and breakfast the next morning,"Morning." he smiled,"Morning." I kissed his lips and sat up." I made you your fave,hash browns and french toast." he smiled at me,"I love it,thanks." I pecked his lips and started to eat.

"I got called in today.." Derrick sighed as he was putting on his doctor's jacket,"But it's Christmas Eve." I frowned,"I know,but some dumb kid fell off their bike without a helmet,I won't stay late,I promise. Love you." he kissed me,then left.

I sighed,I turned the tv on and continued eating.

"Joe Jonas,a former member of the Jonas Brothers is rumored to have drugs in his hotel room,with girlfriend,Blanda Eggenschwiler. He recently told a paparazzi that he saw Dragons in his hotel room,which led to these rumors." the news reported,I flipped it to E! 

I finished eating and slipped on a sweatshirt and pajama bottoms,I carried my plate to our kitchen and I did the dishes. 

"Wanna hang?" Taylor Swift texted me,

"Sure."

....

I  met Taylor at Starbucks,"Hey how are you!?" Taylor smiled and hugged me,"I'm good,you?" I smiled,"Amazing." we sat down.

"How is Derrick,is he treating you well? Because,if he's not,I'll talk to him,since he's my younger brother." Taylor threatened,I laughed,

"He's perfect,we're perfect,thanks." I smiled,"We're actually...trying.." I smiled.

"Oh my god,really!?" Taylor smiled and I nodded,"Yes,I finally get to be an aunt!!" Taylor chilled,I laughed,"Yeah,hopefully it works." I smiled.

"Name it after me!" Taylor smiled,I looked at her weird,

"No." I laughed.

"Well,fine then."Taylor smiled.

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Its short i know :)

but i wanted to post this,because I'm excited to make this story!! 

Sadly,you have to wait until I end one of my other stories(Take Me Away,and Radio Love) 

You won't be hearing from Joe,but when you do,it will be on the news,not in Person point of view. Yes,Derrick is Taylor Swift's younger brother. 

And the part in italics is her in the psychiatric inpatient facility telling her story to the adviser,you might see that on and off in the story.

Other things you are confused about,tell me :)

& the picture on the side is what she looks like right now (yeah i know it's the pretreatment era,but it'll make sense later on.)

love you.xoxox

Chloe.