I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

Rehab.

It was the day I went to rehab.

I closed my suitcase,"You ready?.." Miley walked in,"Yeah..." I took a last glimpse of my house and carried my suitcase to Miley's car,I threw it in and got in. 

She drove me to the rehabilitation. I laid my head on the window,"It's going to be okay,Dems.." Miley hugged me at a redlight.

We finally got to the rehab,I sighed,my mom and dad were there,I sighed and got out of the car,"Good luck baby."  my mom hugged me,I didn't say anything. 

"I want to see the happy Demi I know again.Stay Strong." my dad hugged me,"Thanks..." I got my suitcase out and headed inside,I waved them goodbye,I opened the door and waited as they left.

I thought for a second.

I dropped my suitcase and ran out,bodyguards came after me,"I don't wanna go!! Don't let me go!! I'm not crazy!" I screamed as they pulled me in.

"What's your name,miss?"
"Demetria Devonne Lovato-Swift."

"Oh,it's you." he said.

What the hell does that mean?

"Follow me,I'll take you to your room." he said and lead me to my room,I picked up my suitcase and followed him,this place looked now,but it needed color.

"You're number is 34. This is your dorm." he showed me,"I have a roomate?" I made a face,"Yes,Demetria. She's at lunch. You hungry?"

"I'm starved."
"Okay,let me show you where your table is."

I set my suitcase down,then I followed him. "You sit at table 6. You sit down and this lady will get you your food."

"Thanks.." I sat down.

"Can you sit somewhere else?.." this young man said to me,looking down in his lap,with his food away from him. "Just shut up. I don't want to be here as long as you do." I glared.

He became quiet.

I looked at him,"You're Joe Jonas."  he then looked at me,he had dark circles around his eyes,"No shit." he rolled his eyes.

"Why are here? I use to be a big fan of you." I looked at him as they gave me my food tray,"You don't even know me,I don't even know you,and you're asking what's wrong with me? What the fuck."

I looked at my plate,I took a bite of my food,"So you're married..did you husband make you go here because you ask people what's wrong with them? I smell a divorce." he said,I got angry.

I threw my food at him and ran to my room,I shut the door,I flopped on the bed,crying. "I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE!!!" I started kicking.

"Lke any of us want to.." a voice spoke up,I screamed,I looked up,"Who the fuck are you?" I looked at her,she was wearing a long black and white knitted sweater with knee high socks and black combat boots. Her hair ws down and  wavy,she was playing a guitar.

"I'm Meaghan. Meaghan Clark. I'm guessing you're my new roomate." she smiled,"I guess so.." I laid back down. "I killed my last room mate." she smirked,"Excuse me!?" I sat back up. "You know,I slit her throat,gone." she looked at me. 

"Alright,I'm going." I got up and grabbed my suitcase,she started laughing,"Chill,I'm just kidding,she finished treatment."

"Oh..." I sat back down,"What's your name?" she looked at me,"Demetria Lovato-Swift." 

"Nice to meet you,I am here because I never left my house once my significant other hung herself." she smiled,"Oh...." I felt uncomfortable.

"About you?" she smiled,strumming her guitar,"Saw my husband ran over..." I sighed.

"Total badass." she said,I looked at her,"I would of been done with therapy,but I like it here..it's peaceful. So I acted crazy,so the administrators think I wasn't fixed yet." Meaghan giggled.

"I shouldn't really be here,I'm not crazy." I sighed,
"That's what they all say,until their advisers make them tell them their story.."
"No,no,I'm not opening up. I don't want people to know my story."

"Good luck with that." she gigled,I looked at her,"So you're lesbian?"

"Yeah,I love me so female parts." she licked her lips,I looked around,"Calm down,I'm not going to bang you in your sleep." she laughed.

"Good." I nodded,
"Wanna here a song that I wrote for Kelly?"
"Kelly?"
"My former girlfriend."

"Yeah sure."

"Turn my back to the door
Feel so much better now
Don't even try anymore
Nothing left to lose
There's a voice that's in the air
Saying don't look back nowhere
There's a voice that's always there." she sang,

"And I'll never be

Quite the same as I was before
This part of you still remains
Though it's out of focus
You're just somewhere that I've been
And I won't go back again
You're just somewhere that I've been

I'm breathing in, breathing out
Ain't that what it's all about
Living life, crazy loud
Like I have the right to
No more words in my mouth
Nothing left to figure out, but
I don't think I'll ever break through
The ghost of you" she sanged.

I watched as she finished,"So what do you think?" she wiped a few tears,"It's amazing." I nodded,"Really,You're talented."

"Demetria,it's circling time,we need you." the nurse knocked,I sighed and headed,I followed her to the room,everyone was sitting in the circle. I sighed.

I sat next to this girl,Joe was staring at me,I glared at him,then looked away.

"Demetria,do you wanna share?"
"Nope." I crossed my arms.
"You know have to sometime."

"But I won't."

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