I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

Not getting along.

We finally finished circle time.

I headed to my dorm,I sighed,"Demetria right?.." Joe spoke up,I turned around,I looked at him,"Go away." I headed back to my room,"Demetria,please stop." Joe sighed. 

I groaned,I turned around,"What do you want? Make more fun of my husband because I will kick your ass." I glared at him. "Bitch I was going to apologize,but fuck you now." he glared and charged off.

I rolled my eyes,I decided take a walk around,I was thinking,I sighed. I miss Derrek. I'm heartbroken,I'm not crazy,I'm heartbroken.

I heard a noise,I stopped and listening.

"You're crazy and I'm out of my mind.." he sang.

"Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I’ll give my all to you

You’re my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I’m winning

‘Cause I give you all, all of me

And you give me all, all of you.."

I gasped,I cracked the door, it stopped,"WHAT DO YOU WANT?" Joe stopped,I jumped and ran back to my dorm.

I looked at Meaghan,"What are you doing?" I sat on the bed,"And what's that awful smell!?" I coughed.

"Coke,man. Want some?" she looked at me,"Coke as in Cocaine?" I asked,"No,they make coke cola in white powder now!" she rolled her eyes. "Oh.."

"Want some,it feels goodd." she giggled,"I dunno..." I sighed.

"C'mon man,make up your mind before the nurses come in and catch us." she studdered,I got up and sat next to her,"What do I do?" I looked at her,"You sniff it,bitch."she handed me some and she started snorting it.

I looked at her and I sighed,I started snorting up the drug,It hurt a little a first,but then I got use to it. I felt myself getting high. "This is the shit right?" Meaghan smiled at me,"Hell yeaah!!" I snorted.

"SHIT NURSE!!" She yelled and slipped the bag of coke under her pillow. I stumbled to my bed. "Is everyone okay in here?" the nurse asked,"YES!!" Meaghan cheered. I laughed,"You sure?"

"We're super duper! I think we are going to clean,Weee!!" Meaghan fell off the bed,"Is she alright?" the nurse looked at me,"Yep!"

"Alright..You guys want to head to dinner?" she asked,"We're not hungrryy."

"Alright,I'll check up with you girls later." she walks out,"I'm going to clean." Meaghan gets up,flipping her hair up,I slowly drifted off.

"I'm back baby.." Derrick walked in the door,"Derreck?!" My face lit up,"Hey baby." he kissed my lips,"We gotta talk,Dems.." he looked at me. 

"What is it?.." I swallowed,"I'm getting a divorce...I found someone better and she's carrying my baby..you fucking baby killer."

"NOO! NOO!!! NO!!" I woke up yelling. I started kicking the sheets off of me,screaming,"NO! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!"

The nurses ran in,"What is it,Ms Lovato!?" they asked,I continued screaming and crying,"NO! NO NO!! I'M NOT A BABY KILLER,NO NO NO NO NO!!" I cried.

"Lovato,please talk to us." one of the nurses asked,"No!!" I kicked her. "POLICE!" The other nurse yelled and I threw my head up,crying. The police came in and carried me outside,I saw Joe staring,"I HATE YOU!" I yelled at him,"I'm not crazy!!" I yelled.

"Calm down,miss." he took me to this private room,"Calm down." he looked at me,I cried,the nurse came to me and gave me a shot in my arm.

Everything started getting blurry and dizzy,I slowly fell asleep.