I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

All I've Ever Needed.

A month later;

I was waiting for the test to show,I've been getting sick lately,I'm worried, I do not want a baby. I got up and read the test,"Pregnant." I said outloud.

Shit.

No.

No.

I sighed and threw the test into the trashcan,I headed downstairs to the living room,I sighed and slipped  a home video in,I sat down and decided to watch it.

"Babe,you're not doing it right." Derrick came behind me,"Teach me your ways." I smiled,he put his arms around me from behind,"Like this." he showed me how to clean the pool. "Mmmmhmm.." I smiled,he started kissing my neck.

"Taylor are you filming this!?" Derrick looked at her,"Maybe." Taylor giggled,"Stop." Derrick said,"Why?" she asked,"Because I want to make love to my wife." Derrick smirked,"Oh ew." Taylor shut off the camera.

"Why did we even make that?.." I asked myself,I sighed. I then felt morning sickness. I ran and threw up in the nearest toilet.  I sighed,I brushed my teeth and headed back to the couch,I really don't want this baby..because I know..who the father is..

It's Joe Jonas.

I sighed,I couldn't live this life anymore,it's so messed up. I sat down on couch and got out a notepad and a pen.

"I write this to tell you that I could not live this life anymore.

It's dark and scary...and not for me,I am not suppose to be alie.

I love you guys so much,but this is too much to handle.

Taylor- You were the best Sister-In-Law any girl could ask for,I was so lucky.

Tony- Thank you for being there.

Everybody else, I love you guys so much that WORDS can't explain.

To Joe Jonas- I was the biggest bitch to you...and I apologize..you are so genuine,that I hope once you get out of rehab,you'll find a girl,marry her and have babies...

xoxoxox- Demi." I wrote.

I folded it and put it in my pocket and headed out. I saw a car coming down my road,I rushed to the middle of the road,watching it get closer.

and closer..

closer...

Clo--

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oh.my.god.