I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

New Years Day.

WARNING: This Chapter will maybe bring you to tears.

1-1-15. That was the day,I lost him. I lost the love of my life,I lost his spirit. I was left alone,carrying his and I's baby. A baby I  didn't want anymore.

New Years Eve.

"What'ts wrong babe?" I rushed home,"I got fired.." Derrick sighed,"Oh...I'm so sorry!!" I hugged me,"Fuck them,I'm going to find us a job that pays me better,for you, and for the baby."

I smiled,"I love you." I pecked his lips. 

"I love you forever and forever." he cupped my face,I smiled.

I slipped on a black tight short dress and a spike bow heels and some braclet and I did my hair and makeup. We were having a New Year's party.

"I got the door!" Derrick yelled and opened it,"Hey Tay! Hey Ton!" Derrick hugged them,I headed downstairs,"Hey Taylor! Hey Tony!! Hey Dustin!" I smiled,"Beautiful." Derrick smiled,I kissed his cheek.

"Let's turn on tv,Demi!" Dustin took my hand and took me to the living room,I turned the tv on. "Thank you!!" he smiled.

"Demi,do you want some champagne?" Tony asked,"I can't." I smiled at Derrick.

"Why?" Taylor asked,I smiled and winked at her. She squealed.

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"10...9...8...7...6..5..4..3..2..1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!" We all yelled. "YAY!" Dustin clapped and blew his horn,"C'mon bud,we gotta head home,it's waay past your bedtime,say goodbye." 

"Bye Der! Bye Demi!" he kissed my cheek,"Bye Tay tay!" Dustin waved and Tony got Dustin buckled in his carseat.

We all went outside,Derrick went and talk to Tony beside his car.

"So you're pregnant,aye?" Taylor smiled,"Yeah." I smiled,"Congratulations." she hugged me. "Thank you." I smiled,then I saw car lights coming,they were going fast,I watched as it got closer. "DERRICK!!"

Derrick turned towards me,"Wha--"

I screamed, the crash twisted,and turned and drove off the road to a ditch."Derrick!!" I ran to him,he was beaten up,"Someone call 911!!" I cried out. 

Taylor called 911.

...

We were now in the waiting room,it was 12:30 in the morning,Tony was going to take Dustin to Dustin's mothers then come back.

"He's going to be okay." Taylor hugged me,"He has to,he has a nice spirit." she said,I sighed,I closed my eyes and I kept picturing the scene that happened. He was bruised and bleeding..and broken.

3:30.

Everyone was alseep,except me.

"Swift?" the doctor walked in,I woke everyone up,"Here."

"Follow me." he suggested and we followed him to a consultation room,"Hello,I'm Dr.Gibbs." he introduced. "How is my husband?" I asked,curious.

"Well..Mrs.Swift..he's in serious condition...there is a possability that he won't make it." he sighed,"He got ran over pretty bad.."  he sighed.

"What room is he in?"

"F34."

I got up and ran to Derrick's room,everyone followed,I wiped the following tears. I ran into the room and saw Derrick laying there,every once of his body bruised,he was hooked to IVs. I took his hand,"I love you baby." I kissed his hand and then looked at his heart monitor,it was moving up and down,but slow.

He opened his eyes,"I.....love...you...Demi." he choked up,"Please don't go." I held his hand tight,he then let go of my hand and his heart montior beeped a straight line.

"NO!!! NOO!!!" I screamed,doctors and nurses rushed in,"You need to go back out,Miss." the nurse.

"No!! I'm not leaving!!" I declared,then Tony carried me out and back to the waiting room,"NO!!!" I screamed,crying."Everything is going to be fine,Demi." Taylor hugged me,but I pulled away,"EVERYTHING IS NOT OKAY!!" I screamed.

The doctor walked back in,"I'm sorry..but Derrick is dead.." he announced,I broke down crying.

..

"Demi want me to stay the night?" Taylor invited,"No..I'll be fine..I'll see you guys later.." I headed back home.

I shut my house door behind me and slid down,crying. I miss him already. I wiped my eyes and headed upstairs,I looked through his closet,I sighed and slipped on some of his clothes,I snuggled up,I sighed. I looked at myself in the mirror.

I grabbed a beer from Derrick's mini fridge and drank it,"DIE!!" I cried out. I then got an idea. I headed downstairs and grabbed a knife and headed to the bathroom.

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CLIFFHANGER.