I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

Home.

"Bye babe..I'll see you soon." I cupped his face and kissed him. "See you real soon." he smiled,I picked up my suitcase and got in the taxi,I rolled down my window,he kissed me passionately. "Bye." he smiled,the taxi drove off to the airport,I laid my head down. 

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I'm finally back in California,I took a deep breath and got a taxi home,I paid the taxidriver and got out with my suitcase,I stared at my house for awhile,I took a deep breath,I saw Derrick's car,I bit my lip and dropped my suitcase. and opened his car,I got in,I sighed,it still kind of smelt like him.

I opened his glove box and found trojan condoms,my mouth dropped. I then climbed to the back,my butt hitting the horn."Ugh,stupid big ass." I checked the seats and pockets,nothing. I thin climbed into the trunk,that's where I found things.

I found bras and thongs. They're not mine because this bra size is D. I sighed,very sickened. I opened a little hide was bin and found pictures,pictures of him with different women. I looked up,I was angry,I climbed out of the car and headed inside,I pulled my hair into a bun,and looked around the house,I saw my Christmas tree.

"Why did you have to like the big tree?" Derrick was carrying in the Christmas tree,I giggled,"It was the most beautiful tree there." I smiled,"Like you." he put the tree down and wrapped his arms around me,"Like you." he smiled,making me blush.

"Yeah." I kissed his lips,"Time to decorate the tree!" Derrick pulled away and headed up to the attic to get the ornaments,I smiled,looking at my engagement ring.

I glared at the tree and ran and kicked it,making it fall and all the ornaments shattered,I breathed hard,I headed to get a trash back and I started taking all the photos of us down and putting them in the bag,I then carried the bag out to his car and threw it inside. 

I headed back inside and took another trash bag and headed to his closet and threw all his clothes in th bag and carried them to his car,then threw them inside,I grabbed his keys and took a deep breath. I got in and turned on his car. I started driving far away to a lake.

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I finally got to a lake,I started the car on the edge of the lake and I got out,I blew a kiss to the car,then I got behind it,while it was on neutral and pushed it in to the lake,I watched it as it sank,I took a deep breath.

I then walked out and got a taxi home.

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I headed inside and I looked at myself in the mirror,I sighed,I got in the shower and shaved my legs and everything else,so glad. 

I got out and slipped on jean shorts and and a shirt,I got in my car and headed to the hair salon.

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"What color?" she asked,"I want ombre.." I said,"Alright..