I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

Time I Told My Story.

"Well,goodnight  Rachel." I laid down.

..

The next morning,I got up  before  the nurses woke me up, I headed to the cafeteria,"You're up early.,Ms.Swift." The nurse smiled,I nodded my head yes.

Soon Joe walked,he smiled at me and I smiled back,"Hey beautiful." he pecked my lips."Sleep well?" he sat next to me,"Yeah,you kind of worn me out." I laughed,"Awesome." he smiled. 

"Here's breakfast." the nurse handed us our food,"Thank you." I smiled. I started eating,"Mmm." Joe smiled,I cleaned his face."Thank you."  he pecked my lips.

"Joe..I think I'm ready to share my story.." I looked at him,"Really?" he smiled,"Yes.." I held his hand.

..

We finished breakfast and we headed to the circle room,"Anyone want to share?" the nurse smiled,"New Year's Day...I lost my husband.." I stood up,"We have only been  married a year...that one night..."

We all went outside,Derrick went and talk to Tony beside his car.

"So you're pregnant,aye?" Taylor smiled,"Yeah." I smiled,"Congratulations." she hugged me. "Thank you." I smiled,then I saw car lights coming,they were going fast,I watched as it got closer. "DERRICK!!"

Derrick turned towards me,"Wha--"

I screamed, the crash twisted,and turned and drove off the road to a ditch."Derrick!!" I ran to him,he was beaten up,"Someone call 911!!" I cried out.

1-1-15. That was the day,I lost him. I lost the love of my life,I lost his spirit. I was left alone,carrying his and I's baby. A baby I  didn't want anymore.

"A  baby?.." the nurse looked at me,I nodded,I heard the people gasp.

"We found out we were expecting on his birthday.." I said,a smiled appeared on my face,"You should of seen his face..that was the best gift ever." I smiled.

"Babe.." I called out.

"Yeah?.." Derrick walks in,"I'm pregnant." I smiled big,"Really?" he smiled at me,"Yes." I pecked his lips,"We'll be having a baby together." Derrick smiled at me.

"Happy birthday,babe." I kissed his lips a few more,"Thank you,best present,ever." he smiled,"Let's go." I took his hand,he took me to the car. 

"Do you still have the baby?"

"No."

The people gasped.

"I got abortion pills...I killed the baby." I swallowed,"Why couldn't you just have it and put it up for adoption?" she looked at me,"I couldn't stand being pregnant..with something I didn't want.." I sighed.

"I then decided to self harm..I tried to kill myself...I did go deep,but it didn't kill me..just made go to the hospital.." I sighed,"That's my story."

"Well,thank you for sharing it,Demi." she nodded.

I looked around for Joe,but he was gone,was I that crazy?