I'm Not Crazy. {Jemi}

Different.

I couldn't believe he would do that to me..I opened up to him and he does this to me.

"So trust no one,especially Joe." Meaghan smirked,I looked at her,I looked at the clock,it was dinner time,I groaned,then there was a knock on the door,"Demi,want to go to the dining room with me?" Joe asked,"Go away." I said.

"Demi?..." he said,I got up and banged the door,"Go away!!" I said,"Demi,what's wrong?!" he asked,"JUST GO AWAY. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR UGLY ASS EVER AGAIN." I yelled,silence,"I SHOULDN'T OF TOLD YOU ANYTHING. YOU'RE A FUCKING BASTARD." I banged on the door.

I heard him walk away,I sighed,"Ms.Swift,do you want Dinner?" the nurse asked,"No thanks." I sat on my bed. "Do you ever get out?" I looked at Meaghan,"Nope." she smirked,strumming her guitar."So you're a hermit?.." I looked at her.

"You made me insecure,

Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough?
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me
I wouldn't want to be anybody else." she sang.

"Who says, who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?" she continued singing.

I got annoyed so I walked out,I ran to a room with a piano,I looked around me and then I sat at the piano,

"I can't sleep tonight

Wide awake and so confused
Everything's in line 
But I am bruised
I need a voice to echo
I need a light to take me home
I kinda need a hero
Is it you?" I played,looking down at the piano.

"I never see the forest for the trees

I could really use your melody
Baby I'm a little blind
I think it's time for you to find me.." 

I finally finished,"That was good...was that for him?" Joe walked in,I sighed,"I always see him...like...like he's my nightingale...I don't think I can date again,Joe...I love him." I looked at him. He sighed,"Why did you push me away awhile ago?.." he slipped his hands in his pockets.

"Meaghan told me about you..You lied to me! You're a fucking liar!" I barked,he narrowed his eyes,"What are you talking about?" he looked at me,"Meaghan told me you trick people that you care about them,just ot get out of here to get more drugs...and your grandfather didn't really die didn't he!?" I looked at him.

"You actually believe that hippy on crack!?" Joe looked at me,"She makes more sense then you do. I TRUSTED YOU!!" I got up,"Okay,that was me,okay!? My grandfather and grandmother did die,but they just died from old age! I DID do that,but I met you." he looked at me,"Don't gvie me this 'but it was before I met you' crap." I glared.

"I saw you and I wanted to get help. I want to get out of here as a better person! Demi." he stared at me,"He would want you to move on. I really like you." he ran up to me and cupped my face,kissing my lips. I was shocked.

I put my hands on his sides,kissing back.

He pulled away,looking at me,smiling at me,I smiled a little."Demi,will you go out with me?.." he looked at me,I looked down at my wedding ring,"Can I think about it?.." I looked at him,he sighed,"Yeah."

"I'm sorry..I just...need to rethink things.." I pecked his lips and headed back to my room,"So you and Joe made up." Meaghan smirked,I just looked at her,I then flopped on my bed,looking at my engagement rings,thinking. 

I sighed.

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-Chloe.