Chapter Twenty One

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"What did you say?" I look up at him and his face with blank, not knowing what he said. He froze in place, arms still wrapped around me. He wouldn't look at me. "Neil?"

"Come on, JackJack missed you, you should go say hi to him." He walks off and I stand there. He loves me? I follow behind him with my dog. He isn't growling or barking, he is just protecting me. He knows what's bad an what's good.

"Neil, I want to talk to you about what you said." Trevor and Jackson looked at us confused. Neil just kept walking until he hit the kitchen.

"There is nothing to talk about Kat. Drop it." He got a mug out of the cabinet and pours himself some coffee, he still wouldn't look at me. I just wanted him to say it again. I.. I felt the same way, I think.

"Neil, baby.." I place my hand on his arm causing him to stop and look down at it. I kept my eyes on him.

"I didn't mean it, Kat. It just slipped out. I was just worried, okay?" Again he wouldn't look at him.

"Sorry to interrupt, but Neil, Andy called for you about five minutes ago. He said it was important." Neil looked at me then looked away fast after our eyes made contact. He nodded.

"Excuse me." He grabbed his coffee and phone off the counter. I watched him walk into this room I've never been in. I was questioning what it was. I tried to peek inside the room before the door shut but I wasn't fast enough. I walk out into the living room with Trevor.

"Kat!" I smile as Jackson comes running up to me, we hug then I signed 'how are you.' I learned some ASL while living here. I have two teachers who were so good at understanding, so I thought I would learn for JackJack. He had a conversation with me before Neil came to get Trevor, he took him into the room and you could hear mumbling behind the closed door.

"Hey Jackson, you don't sound deaf," I was signing as best as I could. "How is that?"

He smiles like he was happy I asked this, "I had a lot of speech, they taught me well." I nod going back to coloring with him. All of a sudden Neil swings open the door growling away into his own room. Trevor comes out slow and quiet.

"What happened?" I raise one eyebrow. He shook his head sitting on the couch. I get up and slowly walk down the hall. I peek into his room where he was leaning his head against the wall. "Neil?" I whisper walking in on him.

Things happened so fast, he pounced onto me like an animal. He kissed me hard, he then wrapped his arms tight around my waist. I missed the touch of Neil. I know everything that happened should've scared me and it did. But I can't put my life on hold forever. Neil and I haven't had sex in 4 months. I'm surprised he hasn't tried sooner.

"Neil, w-what are you doing?" He lifted me up and pushed me against the wall. His lips ran down my neck.

"I need this so bad, Kat. " I bit my lip tightening my legs around his waist. He started sucking down on my neck, starting to leave marks but stopped out of no where. "I'm sorry, we should-" I stop him by kissing him hard knowing what his next words are going to be. I ran my fingers through his hair and I tugged on it playfully. He let out a groan, then brought me to the bed.

"Baby.. Are you sure?" He looked at me in the eyes worried, I nod. I did want it, I missed him. He took my clothes off slowly while kissing my body all over. Small moans slipped out of my mouth. His lips traveled down my stomach, then moved past my legs just to tease. I hated when he did that. But out of know where he dives in and I jump feeling his tongue explore. I push my hips up while gripping my pillow. I moaned causing him to moan which made me get louder. He then covered my mouth with his hand, I arch my back and curl my toes. He must've noticed because he stopped. I breathed heavily watching him undo his pants, taking them off and throwing them to the floor.

"Hold onto me tight." Neil whispered to me as he gets on top. He never warned me when he was going in so I jumped then dug my nails into his back deep. He's never gone this hard before, something must've upset him. It felt so good though. I felt him grip the pillow tight, I tried to kiss him but he turned his head. I whimper starting to get louder.

The door opens wide and the hall light flashed onto us, "OH! Um.. Andy called back.. I had no Idea-" While Trevor was talking Neil covered me with his body so he doesn't see. Trevor was looking at the floor rubbing the back of his head while his other hand was on his hip.

"Leave now, I'll call him later." Trevor nodded and left. Neil looked at me smiling. I giggled softly. "You were about to cum, weren't you?" He smirks knowing that was true. He starts up again but this time slow and hard. I gasped feeling all of him. I wrap my legs around his waist tight. I tried keeping my moans quiet as I came but it was hard. I heard small grunts in my ear making me want to cum more. I felt so weak, Neil was so powerful, made me feel so powerless. Then he got a fist full of my hair, he groaned in the pillow loud.

We both got what we wanted even after the interruption. Our breathing started to calm down and he pulled out. He sat up starting to get dressed. I was hoping we could just lay for a bit. But I knew he had to call back whoever Andy was.

"Neil, do you love me?" I whisper to him. He rubbed my leg slowly not saying a word. Then kissed my head after pulling up his pants and leaving the room. Neil shut the door behind him.

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