Reach For the Stars [ NARRY FANFIC ]

Chapter 3. A cry for help

HARRYS POV

I woke up to no Gemma just me in my quiet small apartment. Hmmm weird.

I got my phone that was on the changer and looked at it.

~ 2 new messages ~

From Gemma:
Harold I can't make it today I have a concert but please make good choices I love you! :,)

I rolled my eyes she's not my mother I looked at another text I got from Liam

From Liam:
Hey bro! Meet me at the pub around 12 wanna see ya!

I looked at the time.

~ 12:01 ~

Shit! I ran to my room and put a plain white t-shirt and wore my same jeans I wear all the time. I put on my converse and ran outside.

I grabbed my bike locked my front door and pedaled away.

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I opened the pub door to see Liam with some blonde guy. I always new Liam was Bi but I wouldn't think he would actually date a guy.

I walked looking at liam and sat down.

"Oh Harry this is my partner" Liam said I looked up at the blonde boy. I couldn't believe what I saw. My heart hurt and all that came out were tears, millions of tears.

Niall is dating Liam !?

I ran out of the pub and left my bike I didn't care at the moment I didn't even want to be here.

"DAMMIT HARRY YOUR A FUCKING IDIOT!" I yelled in the middle of the street.

What have I done to deserve that? I'm trying to change but that just made it harder.

Niall looked so different, no more braces, teeth perfectly straight, and his hair blonde not brown like before.

"HARRY?!" Liam said running after me. No Harry don't turn around. He's useless he backstabbed you.

A few more tears slipped from my eyes onto my shirt causing it to get damped

I never felt so hurt, I couldn't explain what I felt. I felt hate and sadness , I wanted to punch something.

Being the monster I am I walked up to Liam getting in his face.

"Wtf bro!" Liam said as he backed up.

"Why on earth would you bring him here?!" I shouted in Liam's face. Niall face turned to a frown. Like he didn't even know who I was.

"Harry I-I'm sorry I forgot" Liam said he obviously was lying.

I got so anger I spit in his face and left.

I beyond furious. But more sad because Niall didn't even know who I was. That hurt the most out if everything.

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I waited... And waited... My heart pounding. My tears falling, my anger steaming.

I wanted to do so much stuff to myself but I held it in. The monster in my head kept whispering.

" it all your damn fault you ugly bastard" it said. I cried even more. I was ugly. I was useless. I was a horrid man.

I sat on my bathroom floor getting tempted by the blade beside me.

"Go on Harry pick it up, it is all your fault you should take the punishment" the monster in my head said to me.

Being a loser I am I picked it up and slit my wrist not once... But twice.

The blood dripped out making me feel so relieved and better. It stung but felt good.