Reach For the Stars [ NARRY FANFIC ]

Chapter 16 . Beautiful creatures

NIALLS POV

I awoke to feel Harry's grip on my waist tighten. I was drenched in sweat. Fuck. "Harry" I breathlessly said. He was in such a deep sleep I didn't want to wake him.
"Harry you're hurting me" I pleaded. I felt my breath getting deeper and slower as he tightened.
"Harry" I nearly choked up. Harry slowly fluttered his eyes open and shot up. He let go as fast as he could and looked me in the eyes.

"I..I" he stuttered trying to find a excuse. I shook my head, and swiped off the sweat off my forehead.
"I'm sorry" he said so low and disappointingly. He looked so clear and nice when he woke. He seemed so clean and healthy.

"It's okay" I simply said back.
"Do you... Uh mind giving me a shower?" I said nervously. Harry smirked and nodded. He got out of bed he was in nothing but trousers. He probably got hot knowing my mum turned on the heater. He lightly picked me up bridal style and walked me into the bathroom. He put down the lou seat and sat me down.

"If you don't mind I'm gonna take one with you" he said as started the warm water. I nodded. He took off his trousers and undressed me. He picked me back up and sat me down on the showers ledge in the corner of the shower. The heat felt soo good on my cold pale body. Harry looked down at me, his hair was soaked and fell all over his face. Harry held his arms open and I weakly got up and fell into them, seconds later Harry picked me up and held me. I laid my head in his chest as he drew circle into my bare back. The hot water hit us both making our bodies fully wet. I began to put my hands through Harry drenched messy hair. His curls turned straight.
"I miss your curls" I said as I sighed. Harry pulled away and put me back on the shower seat.

He took shampoo and rubbed it in his hair, the smells of vanilla and lavender hit my nose so strongly. Ah.
He squirted more in his hand and rubbed it in my hair massaging my scalp. He put us both under the water to wash out all the shampoos.

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After Harry wrapped me up in a towel he held me to warm me up.
"Thank you" I said. "For everything" I added. His smile turned into a sigh.

"Well speak up" I said getting a bit irritated waiting for him to speak. I wanted to hear his deep voice, I loved the tone of it. It was more than perfect.
"Sorry,." He said "it's just" he trailed off. I was waiting for him to finish but he never did he went deep into thought. I laid my hand on his forearm lightly snapping him out. He turned his attention back to me.
"I can't keep up with this all, taking care of you. It's hard work fuck. I can barely take care myself let alone you" he said honestly. I was a bit butt hurt off of that but at least he told me the truth.

"It's okay" I said. He shook his head and let go of me making me lean against the bathroom counter, he rested his hands against the doorframe and looked at me.

"It's not okay. Nothing I do is okay Niall. See the thing is, I'm a fucking monster. I can't change and I won't. And you being sick dosent help, gosh dammit this is all so fuck up" he said as he sighed loudly after he finished.
"I didn't ask to be sick?" I fought back. He shook his head again.

"I know that but what I meant. I just. I don't know anymore Niall" he said so hopelessly. He seemed so disappointed and dull.
"What do you mean? You're gonna leave me again?" I said ready to break down into tears. Harry's towel hung loosely around his waist making it hard not to stare. My towel was on tightly, I hate showing my body especially now.

"No! Stop putting words in my mouth" he said getting a little pissy. I nodded. I didn't want to fight Harry now. I can't keep fighting fire with fire.
"I-I'm sorry" he said as he realized he was getting too moody. He came over to me and gave me a big bare hug. His hands wrapped around my upper back loosely. His towel falling down little by little showing off his pubic hairs. I was so tempted to rip off the towel and just stare but Harry stopped me and caught me off guard by laying his lips on mine. His luscious lips felt so hungry and needy. So soft and wet. Everything I wanted to taste I was tasting. Harry deepened the more I thought. Harry tugged at my towel causing it to fall off of me and onto the floor. Fuck. Harry slid his hands to my member and began to pump. Holy shit.