Reach For the Stars [ NARRY FANFIC ]

chapter 19 . seperate ways

Niall's PoV

me and Harry were laying in bed, he was asleep on one side and I was wide awake on the other. I didn't want Harry to hold me tonight as much as I wanted to feel his touch I needed to see if I wanted to stay here with him. I've been having terrible sleepless nights that kept me up thinking. my mind wouldn't let me have a peaceful sleep. Louis always visited with Connor and tried to give me advise but I think everything they say is bullshit neither one of them kept a relationship longer than me.

I feel Harry shift his body towards me and itch his head before his eyes fluttered open, they looked right at me and I couldn't look away this time.

"N-Ni? what's wrong? are you alright?" Harry was now getting over worked and came closer to me to figure out.

"I'm fine, just couldn't sleep that's all" I partially told him the truth. he nodded before scooping me up and putting him close to his bare muscular chest. I couldn't resist I snuggled into him and closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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I woke up to the smell of butter and bacon grease, I looked around adjusting my eyes clearly before searching for Harry.

"there you are! how'd you sleep?" Harry asked while flipping a pancake. I giggled as he failed and flipped it onto the floor.

"I uh, slept alright. haven't had a decent sleep in awhile." I murmured like he still cared. he put some new pancake mix into the man and let it steam.

"why are you doing this?" I asked. he looked puzzled.

"I thought you could use a good breakfast" he shrugged.

"no, you never did this for me. why start now?" I spat. he stopped what he was doing and looked me dead in the eyes, I turned my head I just couldn't look at him.

"Ni, I'm a piece of shit okay? I just wanna start treating you right fuck" he sighed.

" please stop being stuck up" he said honestly flipping the pancake and Doug it right this time. I rolled my eyes.

"I'm not, I just don't get you" I sighed.

"well I don't get me either" he said in agreement. I stayed silent and watched hoe focused he was on making he breakfast perfect.

"could you grab two plates and some forks and a butter knife please" Harry asked politely. I was too lazy to do anything but I let out a sigh and grabbed the utensils anyways.

I didn't even notice Harry was wearing a floral print apron till he walked from behind the counter to put the foods onto the table. I giggled.

"you're a real man" I spoke sarcastically. Harry didn't get it until I pointed to the damn apron, he grinned before taking a seat at the table patting the chair beside him for me.

the breakfast was silent all you could hear were clings of the fork scraping against the glass plate, or our glasses full of orange juice hitting the table.

"s-so" Harry said clearing his throat, he brought his napkin to his lips and lightly brushed off any left over pieces of pancake on him. I shrugged.

"what shall we do today?" Harry said grabbing our empty plates and putting them into the sink to be cleaned.

"a-actually I was gonna go meet up with some friends" I didn't make eye contact, Harry stayed silent telling me he didn't agree.

"oh. do you need a ride?"

"no I'll take the tube" I wanted to be a free man for once and experience life.

"oh well if you need anything you know where to find me" he said walking into his room. but that's the thing I don't know where to find him he's always gone. I sighed and grabbed my jumper before heading out to the nearest tube station.