Reach For the Stars [ NARRY FANFIC ]

Chapter 4. Why don't you stay?

HARRYS POV

I woke up to the same old shit hole but in a different place. I looked around to see nothing but the street and sidewalk. I jumped up and freaked out, having no clue where I was. I took a deep breathe and opened my eyes to see the street packed with cars. Rush hour. I looked behind me to see a grey bench, I've must of fallen asleep.

I put my iced cold hands in my pocket and began to find my way home. My nose was red and runny from being cold to long. I hated being cold.

I clenched my beanie in my pocket and put it on my head and messed with my curls that peered out. I walked and walked until I saw it. I saw something that made my heart hurt. Niall. He was on my door step knocking harder and harder each time I didn't respond.

I smiled. And ran over to him.

"Em hi?" I said behind him causing him to jump a bit. He scratched his head.

"H-hi" he said breathless.

"I'm sorry I should of came later-" Niall said but before he finished he looked at the floor.

"Well.." I said

"I wanted to thank you for taking me and caring when I was drunk Liam sorta ran off and got drunk with Louis.." Niall said but trailed off. I wanted him in my arms.

"Oh it's no problem" I said brushing it off my shoulders. Niall grabbed his gloves from his jacket pocket and put them on his cute hands. The hands I should be warming and holding. I sighed loudly not thinking he could hear me.

"O-h sorry I should be leaving" he said as he walked off.

"Wait! N-Niall!" I called out. He turned around and looked at me. My body lite up with butterflies.

"See you around?" I questioned. He nodded. My stomach was flipping and rolling everywhere. I just wanted my Niall back.

I unlocked my door to see nothing but the ugly, dusty place. I grabbed dirty laundry and put them in the wash as I heated up a cuppa tea for me.

I sat on the couch and looked around.

I looked at the picture beside me, me and Niall holding hands with rosy cheeks, and big smiles.

I shed a small tear and I put the frame down so I couldn't see it again.

How could he just forget me like that?

I got out my iPhone and dialed a number I dialed when I was depressed and lonely.

"I knew you'd call me" the sexy, husky, girly voice said, I could almost taste her over the phone.

"I need you here now!" I yelled, she moaned and hung up.

I ran into my room to get into some clean boxers and took my shirt off.

Right before I could get in bed I heard the door. I smirked and opened it to see her in high waisted shorts and a crop top. Damn.

I licked my lips and let her in.

"So what do you want?" She said as she got close to me.

"The usual" I whispered back. She winked and leaded us into my room. I closed the door behind us, locking it. And I pushed her onto the bed, getting her undressed.

"I missed you" she said as she leaned up to kiss me but I beat her to it and kissed her first.


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After panting for breath I finally chugged down water handing her one.

"Well here you go" I said handing her a few pounds of money. She smiled and walked out.

I ask myself everytime why do I do this? But I need this it's who I am.

I wiped the sweat from my forehead and looked down at the counter. Dozing off.


FLASHBACK:

"Common Niall don't be scared" I said as I waited for Niall to come down the water slide. He was nervous making his cute little puppy dog face.

He put feet first and lightly pushed off dipping into the water. I smiled so big.

I ran over to him and gave him a big hug,

"See you wouldn't have done that if it weren't for me" I said as I looked at him.

"You're right" he said as he jumped onto my back. I walked away carrying my little monkey on my back.



FLASHBACK END


I snapped out of that thought and wanted to just see Niall, I wanted to refresh his memory. So I had to go to the place I knew where he would be.

I walked out of my flat noticing some ladies eyeing me. I then realized I was still In my trousers I ran back inside and put a sweater and sweats on.


I ran across the street dodging cars and landed on the snowy grass. To see the usual Niall strumming his guitar. I smiled and just wanted to keep watching him but I came here for a reason.

I walked over to him.
I sweated.
I was scared.
I was nervous

"Oh hey" he said his full teeth smile weakened my legs.

"Hi" I mumbled "hi!" I said louder. He laughed at me. Is that good?

"Sorry to bother you erm.. Want to get a bite to eat?" I asked fiddling with my thumbs.

Niall looked down admiring my rings on my fingers and I quickly put them in my pockets. He looked back up at me.

"Sure why not." He said as he got up and put his guitar behind his back and walked beside me to the little pub/food to eat.

Niall put his jacket on the coat rack and sat us both down. I looked around the place and acted like I was new here.

"Harry styles didn't think I would see you here ever" the blonde I fucked a while back said. She took out her notepad and wrote down drinks. Just beers. She walked back to the kitchen.

Leaving me and Niall in silence.

"I'm sorry about that" I said to Niall. He looked back at me. His big blue eyes

Niall just gave me a little nod and looked back down. I sighed. We aren't even talking.

"So how long have you lived here?" I asked to break the silence.

"About a few months. You?" Niall said making eye contact with me.

"Whole life" I said as I chuckled a bit. A little smile appeared on Niall's face.

"Two beers" the blonde said setting them down in front of us. She gave me dagger eyes and walked back.

"Holy shit" I said to myself but Niall heard me and laughed.

"Sorry I just though it was funn-" Niall said but I cut him off by a little laugh.

Niall grabbed his beer and took a few swigs. I couldn't help but look at his beautiful features on his face. The way his lips made funny movements when he talked, the way his nose gets crinkled when he smiles. The way his teeth peek out and make a perfect smile. The way his laugh is so contagious. The way his eyes squint when he studies something he's interested in.

I got caught up in the moment to much and noticed my beer was full. I grabbed it and chugged a bit


"Where's a good place to eat?" Niall asked obviously not knowing.

"Nandos is good, so is the Italian place down the street." I said as I took another sip. He nodded.

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"Well thanks again Harry for being so friendly" Niall said as he smiled and walked off. I waved and walked inside my flat.

After getting to know Niall even more than I did, I fell even harder for him.

I went into my bathroom and stripped down. Looking at all my tattoos and hating every single one of them.

I need a diet too.

I looked ugly in mirrors so why do I have them?

I got into the shower and let the hot water comfort me.

Right before I cleaned myself I heard a knock on the door. I stopped the wTer, grabbed a towel and ran over.

I opened it to see Niall shedding tear after tear, oh my god.

"Liam he he Louis" Niall stuttered. I knew what had happen I knew it was coming.

I let Niall in my flat and watched him cry. I didn't like it but i didn't know what to do. I grabbed him and held him in my arms as he sobbed. I felt safe and at home.

"Why. Did. This. Happen" Niall breathed heavy now.

"Shhhh" I tried to calm him down. But he cried harder each time. I ran into my room and got dressed into sleeping clothes and grabbed a pair for Niall.

"Thank.you." Niall said as he coughed up more tears

I didn't know what it was like to love someone as much as I did for Niall. My heart fluttered. But seeing him sad made my heart break.

"Wanna watch a film maybe?" I asked to get his mind off it. He slowly nodded not looking at me.

I went over to my small Telly putting in a short movie 'Harry Potter' the first one.

I say on the couch patting the seat next to me for Niall to sit.

Niall slowly dragged himself toward the couch and sat next to me


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Niall fell asleep on my shoulder as I admired his beautiful face.

He was a little snowflake. His pale skin a little bit paler from crying. His pink tiny lips frowning. His eyes closed perfectly.

"H-Harry?" NIALLS voice deepened. I loved when he said my name. Niall fluttered his eyes open and darted them straight at my guitar.

"You play?" Niall asked as he got up and studied my guitar his cute eyes squinting as he read my song.


"Wait don't read that!" "PLEASEE" I slightly shouted. Niall read it anyone.

"Wow that's really good" Niall said shocked, I blushed. Niall grabbed his guitar and tried to strum the song but failed.

"Here let me help" I said Niall got on my lap and I guided his fingers perfectly to strum the right way. His touch made me want to cry it was to much to take in.

It was a perfect moment.

"Tanks I got it now" Niall ruined the moment and got up. I didn't want him to leave me. I felt safe and at home.

I guess
He just
Has some sort
Of an affect
On me

"I'm really liking this song" Niall said snapping me out of it. He was strumming and humming the music.

"I'm glad" I said with a big smile. Niall smiled and it looked like a ton of bricks hit him.

Niall began to sob. I was speechless.

"FUCK IM SO DUMB" Niall said as he smashed his guitar on the floor. I couldn't believe it.

I ran over to him before he hurt himself and picked him up.

"Calm down Niall" I whispered. But Niall cried even harder. I carried him into my room and tucked him into my bed.


"Get some rest you need it" I said as I turned the lights off and closed the door.

"H-Harry wait" Niall quietly said. I walked back in to see him giving me the same puppy dog face as he did that other day a while back.

"Please don't leave" Niall said through a sob "will you sleep with me?" He asked. I wanted to jump with joy but I simply nodded.

I turned the lights back off and got under the blankets and snuggled into the bed.

Before I knew it Niall was lightly snoring and I found myself asleep.





// sorry I haven't updated for a bit I've been very sad lately I'm sorry but here it is//