Reach For the Stars [ NARRY FANFIC ]

chapter 20 . Fixing Us

Harry's pov

I groaned and shifted in the bed barely opening my eyes, it was either late or extremely early in the morning. I blinked my eyes to clear them and looked searching the room for a clock. <3:41am>. what the hell. I've never woke up in the middle of the night ever since I went to a therapist. I've been doing pretty well, ever since Niall fucking left I couldn't sleep so well anymore, fuck I want him in my arms snuggling into my chest.

Niall. Niall. Niall. that little bastard had me crazy about him.

my heart got the best of me and I was now up dialling Louis' number.

"w-what? it's 3 in the God damn morning. can't it wait?" Louis spat. I itched my head.

"is he alright?" was all I spoke, Louis chuckled.

"no were in the hospital he was choppin up some vegetables and cute his finger off" Louis sarcastically said. bitch.

"alright alright" I sighed.

"can't sleep. yeah?"

"not at all, my mind is all jumbled up" I sighed again. Louis inhaled loudly.

"we'll give him time, if he loves you it was meant to be... and I know he loves you so shut up already and get some sleep now will ya?!" Louis got ruder with every word he said. I grinned before nodding remembering he couldn't see me do that.

"alright, have a good night and don't tell him in calling. make sure he's sleeping on his right side and not his left so he dosent get a headache when he wakes" I said remembering. Louis paused.

"you're something else Harry. good night, I'll go check on him now" Louis side before the phone went dead. I felt somewhat better, I got under my covers and shut my eyes hoping to sleep.

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I awoke drenched in sweat, I immediately shot up and aired myself off by opening a window and looking out it. nothing but the shitty streets of fucking London. I was cooled off and shut the window. fuck in exhausted. I looked in the crusty mirror and felt the need to shower. yeah that sounds nice.

I got in and began to lather myself up with various shampoos and soaps. I rubbed my tired eyes and say under the hot water. I wonder what Niall is doing. I bet he's sleeping carelessly right now with his lips lightly parted givin tiny snores. I sighed and shut the water off grabbing a towel and drying my shivering body off.

I put on a black tank top and put over a lace sweater and black jeans and a black beanie to just make my hair look better, I was having a bad hair day.

I grabbed my keys, wallet, and phone and just walked out shutting the door behind me. I started my car and drove not even knowing where the hell to go.

1 week later -

I couldn't take it, I barged into Louis' flat and looked Niall dead in the eyes, his eyes widened and mouth dropped.

"h-how did you find me?" Niall asked. I wasn't expecting those words.

"never mind that, are you alright?" I said noticing he looked paler than usual. he coughed up a storm before nodding away his lie.

"Niall you don't look alright. here lay down let me get you some tea and a warm blanket" I said over caring. he sighed and did what I asked as I got a him a warm blanket.

"can't you see?" Niall asked. my attention on looking for tea went away when I snapped my head over to Niall.

"see what?" I asked looking around.