Dear E,
You said few words to me in homeroom, and at lunch...... Oh Jesus, lunch. I threw you a banana, you told an autistic boy that likes me to "go get me". We played keep away with Taz's headband, you took my pencil case, you laughed at me, you looked at me at least a couple dozen times, and on top of all that you made me fall in love all over again.
I just don't get it. You hate her, and yet you talk to her on a daily basis, you're actually friends with Taz, and you guys hang out. How can you hate me so much that you talk to almost all my friends, but me. I have more in common with you that any of them could ever even think of having in common with you. I mean, c'mon dude. Our living situations are the same, it doesn't get much more in common than that. We could literally be siblings!! Jesus God am I glad were not though.
I have decided what I really want to change about me. You said you were going to join track in the spring time right? Well if you do, I will be able to keep up with you, because I'm going ot lose weight. A lot. Like Camryn B. She's skinny, and she's pretty, I want to be skinny and pretty. Maybe once I get skinny, and pretty you'll like me. It's a plan. I'll have a flat stomach,and skinny legs, and a skinny face. I will be skinny, and I will be pretty. I promise you.
