Dear E,
ISU was amazing, not so much because we won best band of the day, more because on the bus you were in the seat next to me, on the way there and back, and on the way back you acted like we've been best friends for years. You were touching my arms and hands, you were poking me, and he was taking pictures of me, but i wouldn't tell you guys my instagram name so you didn't post them. You were messing with my tie, and you were actually talking to me. You showed me the name of this band, and ask if I listen to them, and he said good, don't. You skipped the song and made a vomitting noise. You were whispering things to me, and looking at me, you laughed at, and with me. It was amazing. One of the best days of my life.
Then you ignored me when we got off the bus, so I stood alone waiting for my mom, feeling sad, and used. And just before my mom pulled up you put your hand out to me.
"What?" I said.
"I just wanna say goodbye." You said.
I shook my head no and you patted my shoulder. "Goodbye."
