Dear E,
I heard a song that I want to be our song, even though I know it probably never will be. "Forever And Always" by Parachute.
Well, I found out something today, something big. That If I asked you out, I would have a higher chance of a yes than a no. That definitely made my heart skip a beat. It makes me wonder if the girl you describe to Taz all the time is me. Probably not though, I mean you say how pretty she is all the time. It did kind of sound like me, and after that, maybe it is.
In the band room today you said Shut Up to me as we walked past each other, and I yelled over my shoulder I wasn't talking to you. Then when we were all putting our folders away I told John to move and you pushed him into me then said sorry after I glared at him and looked at you with sad and annoyed eyes. I've always known that you can be sweet when you wanna be, I guess it's only after you've done something mean and realized that it affected the person. I don't care though, were meant to be, I can feel it.
Our Veterans Day performance is on Monday. I can't wait to see you in your tux. You looked cute enough in the marching band uniform, I can't even fathom the cuteness of you in a symphonic band tuxedo. I told Sean F*** in social studies that I like you. He just smiled and started making jokes about it. I know he didn't mean it though, I never noticed how nice he is. I mean what else does a guy need? He's got athletic ability, he's super smart, he's got musical talent, and he's probably got artistic talent. Who knows with Sean?
Why do you talk to everyone I talk to, even the ones you don't like, but yet you like me and don't talk to me?! Everytime you even come close to talking to me like were friends you back away, or do something stupid that a guy would do!
I did see you staring at me in band when I was leading scales though. I mean sure, you staretd shaking your head at me and stuff, but that's an every day thing for us. :-] . Us. I like the sound of that, don't you?
Me and you............................. you and I
:-] Oh the possibilities. ;-}
