Heal My Heart

F o r t y - T w o : S c o t t

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The sexual tension was...intense.

Puppy was shuddering lustfully as I carefully positioned his body. He was so...small. Perfectly proportioned of course but quite obvious small for his age.

I ran my hands lightly along his thighs. They weren't scrawny like his arms. They had some thickness. Nothing extreme but it really helped his butt round out more. I didn't remember his thighs being so thick when he first came but we'd had to get him new pants a little while back because they were too small.

He was growing which was good. It was like he'd finally got that growth spurt to put him closer to where his fellow eighteen year olds were. "Scott--you're going so slow."

"I don't want to rush anything."

I ran my hands over every inch of his skin, relishing in the fact that he was here. When I closed my eyes I could picture Danny. As guilty as it made me, it also made things easier.

I knelt on the bed behind him and pressed my cock against his enterance. He made a small noise and I paused, rubbing his back and hips. "Talk to me honey. What's wrong?"

"I-I... Nothing."

"What's are you worried about?"

"What if it hurts?"

I paused a moment. Going in dry probably was the best start. Lube was messy however. I rummaged in my night stand for a bottle. It was old--really old. I checked the expiration date and shrugged. Lube doesn't go stale right?

I looked at the back. It was the water-based kind, not oil. "Scott?"

I popped off the cap and squirted some on my hands. It felt fine between my fingers and it wasn't going into anyone's mouth so I Figured it was fine.

I rubbed it on my length, enjoying the slippery, velvety feel. I applied a generous amount to his hole and Puppy lurched a bit. "That feels cold and icky."

"It's the same stuff from before."

No it wasn't. The other bottle had been a trial size I grabbed at the gas station a little while ago but it was maxed at the one generous squirt. And that hadn't done much to ease what I knew would be an uncomfortable first attempt.

I pressed up against him again and watched his body tense in preparation. I applied steady pressure and slowly sunk my head in. Puppy grunted a bit. "You okay buddy?"

"It... Kinda hurts?"

I smiled a bit. "It will the first time. You have to get through all the uncomfortable stuff before it'll feel good. Okay?"

He drew in a shuddering breath and nodded. "Okay."

I pressed in a bit more. He was so tight. It was taking all my control not to fuck him into oblivion. He took it bit by bit, struggling to contain his subtle winces of pain.

It crossed my mind to stop but I wanted to cross this barrier completely. "Is-is it in yet?" He finally whimpered.

He looked back at me with tears in his eyes. One escaped and ran down his cheek. I looked down--I wasn't even halfway yet. I bit my lip and considered pulling out.

Instead I rolled my hips and bottomed out in one hard thrust.

The cry Puppy uttered made me flinch. His whole body tightened and I rubbed his back briskly. "I know honey. I know."

"Hurts," he sobbed. "You-you broke me! Now I'm sad!"

"Sad?"

Puppy tried pull away and disconnect but I hooked my arm around his hips. "Hold on Puppy. I know it hurts. I do. But as soon as we get through this you're really going to enjoy yourself. I promise."

"No, no! I want to be done!"

I sighed. "Puppy--"

He tried to squirm away again and I lost my balance, pushing myself into him more. He made a keening noise and I grit my teeth. I felt terrible that he was in pain but it felt so unbelievably good to be inside him. He was so tight and hot.

I drew back and rolled my hips. Puppy whimpered. I dropped one hand down to entice an erection--his had disappeared a little back.

Puppy whined at the mix of feelings. "I don't...like it." He panted as his cock filled in my hand.

"Puppy--"

"No! R-r-red! I said stop!"

He swatted my hand away. Shocked I recoiled, pulling out completely. There were streaks of blood--nothing worrying but I could tell how much it scared Puppy.

He jumped off the bed, his legs buckling almost immediately. He cried out and dragged himself pitifully to the bathroom.

I sat back and ran my hands through my hair.

So much for his first time.

QOTC: So in my head I was like, perfect first time, lots of passion but then I realized that Puppy was completely inexperienced and had no understanding of what to expect. Plus he doesn't handle pain or discomfort well. So I'm so sorry because I know this is disappointing and I'm sorry!
So... Was Scott right to try and get Puppy to push through the pain? Or should he have stopped immediately?